Eperon Walker, ED1, Grandes Jorasses North Face

“They’re announcing about 120kmh wind at the summit on Monday noon…”

“Mmmh”

“She said it could be pretty borderline on top on Monday, but then she also said that we probably won’t feel anything in the wall.”

“Yeah, we should be protected… hopefully”

“Yeah, hopefully… unless it turns more west, then it’ll be pretty extreme.”

Benni and my discussion went on like this over the course of a day, first at breakfast, then at the car, then on the Montenvers train, then before, during and after dinner at the Leschaux hut. Weather forecasts and the most recent information from the hut guardian were fairly consistent in that the wind would be around 70-100 with peaks at 150kmh for the next few days. But since it was announced as south-westerly, we decided the best place to be in Europe was the 1200m long Walker spur on the Grandes Jorasses north face. Well either that or Lago di Garda, or Mallorca or basically anywhere without cold, shade, high winds, rockfall, altitude sickness, etc etc. Still, we had met in Chamonix a day earlier with plans to climb something cool and the Jorasses really did seem to be the best option. Especially for two people who had been dreaming of climbing the (in)famous Walker for the best part of a century.

A view one does not forget: the Grandes Jorasses north face from the Leschaux hut

The route represents a piece of alpine history, where key pitches have names and ascents by the likes of Bonatti or Destivelle are world-famous. While modern attempts may have little in common with the first ascent by Riccardo Cassin and co in 1938, everybody is guaranteed a wild time dangling from poor belays 1000m above the glacier. But the Walker’s fame is also its downfall and nowadays it is not unheard of to have 20 teams in the wall at the same time. This overcrowding of Chamonix lines had really put me off from trying the route in the past few years. Once good contions were Facebook official or Instagrammed, the race was on and all of Europe converged on the same 30 some pitches. No thanks.

This year, however, no such posts had appeared and the weather was bad, indicating that we may not end up cueing during our climb. But at dinner, the hut guardian did tell me that the Red Chimney pitches were in “quite poor” conditions and the strong wind was a big concern for Benni and myself. Well, I guess one must chose between bad conditions with no people or good conditions with traffic. After many discussions we chose the former.

We spent an excellent evening with a three-star-cuisine-worthy dinner at the Leschaux refuge and set the alarms for quarter past midnight. By 1:00 we were off, back down the endless ladders and onto the Leschaux glacier. Unlike the last time I was here, there was no moonlight to light the way and only a few lone stars peeked out from behind a cloudy sky. Two other teams were with us, one French couple ahead and another German team behind. Both teams seemed strong and friendly, so we weren’t too concerned about unpleasant social interactions. We raced up to the foot of the Walker spur and decided to start at basically the lowest possible point. All higher access’ were blocked by impossible bergshrunds. It was about 3:00 when I was racked up and in climbing shoes stepped off of the soggy snow onto the rock and started what promised to be a extremely long day.

All six of us were close together, sometimes simuling next to each other on the easy terrain one has to cover before getting to the real start of the climbing. But although they only make up for one line in the written topo, these couple of hundred meters did take some time and so it was already light by the time we got to the base of pitch number 1. A thick layer of cloud engulfed all of the higher Chamonix summits, and although we felt no wind it was bitterly cold. We were soon climbing in multiple warm layers and even climbed easier pitches in gloves.

The Rebuffat corner is the crux of the route, a beautiful 6a+ pitch with a spooky traverse from one crack system to another. We had watched our two German friends make battle with this pitch and now it was my turn to lead. My free climbing ambitions quickly dissipated as the possibility of a big fall onto a small cam became an ever more likely possibility. Weighted with a big backpack and climbing with houseshoe-sized climbing shoes, I didn’t fancy my chances and instead stepped in a sling, pulled on some pegs and reached the belay panting heavily. The combination of physical exertion, altitude and my brilliant idea to have a sports gel at this exact moment meant that I was then sent into multiple hours of barely being able to keep my stomach contents down. We were making good time, but I was feeling pretty terrible for most of the morning.

The fact that we were climbing as last of three teams meant we did have an easier time routefinding, and so the Rebuffat corner was quickly followed by the 75m corner and then the very-spicey pendulum abseil until we were at the Cassin bivouac. From there many more pitches of actually quite good climbing brought us slowly further and further away from the glacier and closer – not to the summit – but to the thick cloud that was still covering everything above. Higher up the wall the wind had picked up and I was usually shivering uncontrollably at each belay. It sure isn’t sunny sport climbing. As a matter of fact it’s as far from sunny sport climbing as anything. To our right, rocks thundered down the Colton-MacIntyre, today merely a smear of ice in an inferno of grey slabs. Everywhere the eye can see, an austere landscape. Ice, rock, withered pieces of rope that ressemble little more than shoelaces. Every time I am in such a place I am reminded that we are merely visitors here. The mountains don’t care much for our presence. They were here before us, they will be here after us. We may visit, but it is on their terms and we may certainly not stay.

A few hundred more meters of simuling and we had reached the triangular snowfield which typically marks the beginning of the mixed ground, from where many parties finish the route in crampons. It was also the start of the last difficulty, the Red Chimney, which according to the Leschaux guardian was in “poor condition”. The next three pitches were chossy enough to make the Dames Anglaises on the Peuterey ridge proud. We carefully pulled on and moved over large loose blocks, bridged on footholds running with water and protected ourselves with cams in cracks of questionable quality. Each pitch was worse than the last and each time we wondered if we should climb in rockshoes, mountaineering boots or crampons. Each option would have been equally shit. We finished by aiding up a fixed line kindly installed by the German team ahead of us and then finally traversed out of the Red Chimney towards what we were hoping were good bivouac spots.

The Red Chimney had cost us a lot of time and had shattered our hopes of getting to the Boccalate hut on the other side in a day. Being at the snowfield at 15:00 had gotten our hopes up. Now it was closer to 19:00 and we were back to our original plan of bivying somewhere below the summit. But in order to bivouac we had to find a spot and so far neither Benni nor I had spotted anything vaguely ‘comfortable’. Left with no choice, we kept going, now getting very close to the summit of Punta Walker, but still unable to see it due to the cloud that surrounded us. After more simuling along a vague ridge I found a reasonable ledge and belayed Benni to join me. It was 21:00 and we decided to call it a day here, even if the summit looked to be only about 1 pitch away. I was exhausted.

I had barely drank any water, my upset stomach prevented me from eating all day, I was unacclimatised and we had completed 1200m of rather homogeneous climbing. Stood on a small platform at 4100m those feelings overcame in an instant. Time for a break, time to drink, eat, sleep a little and deal with the descent tomorrow. We built a quick belay, sorted our gear and donned all of the extra layers we had been carrying all day. A patch of snow provided water for tea and freeze dried dinners and within half an hour both of us were nestled into our thin sleeping bags, overlooking grey fog rolling around the ridge. Our feet were hanging off of the edge of the platform, suspended above the exit chimneys of the Colton-MacIntyre route and the slight tug of the rope connecting our harnesses to the belay was a comforting – and essential – feeling. Half-sitting, half-lying on the half-rollmat I had carryied, I tried to find a position in which I could somewhat relax. I spent the night drifting in and out of sleep, with rocks poking into my back, legs cramped from the day’s exertion, head throbbing in the thin air.

By dawn on the Monday the wind had picked up, but the cloud had cleared. A stunning view of the Alps greated us, but we were too cold to take it in. A few words were exchanged before skipping any sort of breakfast and starting to climb immediately. Benni lead one final, very fun mixed pitch and disappeared behind the summit cornice. I followed, happy to be on second at this time of day and emerged in a world of flat and white and sun, leaving the vertical darkness behind me. The wind was howling but far less than expected and so we wandered leisurely across to the summit for the mandatory picture.

Mandatory early morning summit selfie

We had climbed the Walker spur, and what a great adventure it had been. Now all that was left was the incredibly long descent to Courmayeur and pizza and beers.

Peuterey Integral, TD+, 4500m, Mont Blanc

Every so often you look at a landscape and see something that really makes you appreciate the beauty of mountains. A continuous line of cracks up an otherwise blank granite wall, or a enormous icefall painting a streak of blue up the wall beside a Norwegian fjord. The same is often true for mountain ridges, lines that seem to split the world in half, with sheer drops to either side. One such line is the Peuterey ridge, snaking its way from the valley all the way to the summit of one of the highest peaks in Europe. A glorious 4500 m of height gain, across some of the most committing and wildest terrain in the Mont Blanc region. Following that line to the summit of Mont Blanc had been a dream of mine for a long time. Finally, everything aligned for me to have a go.

It was Wednesday in mid-August and Samir and I rushed from Grenoble to Courmayeur. We had both had appointments in the morning preventing us from setting off early and only arrived around mid-afternoon. The plan was to bivouac high on the south ridge of the Aiguille Noire de Peuterey that evening, but our late arrival made this seem more and more unlikely. In the grass behind the van now lay heaps of equipment and the food needed for three days on the mountain. Packing all of this into increasingly heavy backpacks dragged on and so we only set off around 15:15. It would be dark in just over 5 hours. We raced up the surprisingly difficult via-ferrata approach, filled up three liters of water each near the foot of the climb and made our way to the bottom of the immense south ridge towering like a castle above. Reaching the summit of the Noire already looked like an immense undertaking. Little time was lost as we geared up, tied into our single half rope and began simul-climbing the first pitches at 18:00. The weight of the large backpacks was both handicapping and infuriating, making the climbing tedious and uncomfortable, but we plowed on making good progress as night drew closer. The first twenty pitches flew by, and we soon found ourselves only a few pitches below Pt. Welzenbach. But, as it was nearly dark, we chose to bivouac in some rather mediocre spots instead of forcing our way upwards in the night. Dinner and tea was quickly ‘cooked’, and I was soon trying to fall asleep on my little ledge, still tied into the belay and with feet dangling off of the edge. It was a cramped night, but the view across all of Italy was breathtaking.

The morning alarm was a welcome break from the monotony of my uncomfortable doze. It was still dark out, but dawn was breaking above the Matterhorn in the east. We had made excellent progress the first day, but all of the hard climbing still lay above us. The breakfast pitches (a variant) ended up being the crux of the route, providing two 5c pitches with freezing hands. We quickly reached the summit of Pt. Welzenbach as the first rays of sun bathed us in light. Looking down below the south ridge is splitting the valley in two, one side glistening gold, one side cold and dark. These are the views we cherish.

Sunrise on the Noire south ridge

The rest of the Noire was a steady flow of interesting climbing, never too difficult, but occasionally harder than expected. Tower after tower, crack after crack, abseil after abseil. I kept thinking that this alone would be a fantastic outing if it were not for all the added gear, clothes and food in the backpack. We reached the summit of the Aig. Noire de Peuterey just as the hands were beginning to ache and our bodies were asking for a break. Our fast climbing had paid off. It was only 11:00. To the south, the series of towers we had just climbed, to the east, another ridge, nicely marked with yellow dots to facilitate the descent, and to the north: nothing. The world appeared to end just in front of our feet. 400 meters of sheer granite that had to be abseiled before being able to continue along the Dames Anglaises, then climb back up to the Aiguille Blanche de Peuterey, up the Grand Pilier d’Angle and finally Mont Blanc de Courmayeur. Standing above this void was the point-of-no-return. Doubts were quickly washed away by experience and confidence in our abilities and so we rigged the first of many abseils.

We slid down the partially free-hanging abseils and luck and perhaps skill would have it that our rope was never caught. As we descended into the cold we could see tattered old belays to either side of the shiny new abseil piste (two bolts linked by a thick rope). I could not stop to think that because of this abseil upgrade, the game I was playing was an entirely different sport than before. Many of the shitty belays sent shivers down my spine.

We reached the base of the Dames Anglaises an hour and a half later. Ahead lay what I had been fearing ever since reading a blog post referring to them as “the worst rock I’ve ever climbed” and since a friend had told me that “the rock is not bad, it’s far worse than that”. I had mentally readied myself for utter choss and so was positively surprised when it really was not that bad. Yes, it was poor rock with no protection and quite exposed climbing, but Samir and I took our time when soloing across and had no real incidents. I certainly would not want to go back every day, but if you have climbed some less-travelled routes in the Écrins then this is just another day.

The Craveri bivouac hut is located just after the Dames Anglaises and was our port of calling for the night. A bright-green half-barrel with space for three or if needs be four people, an uncomfortable smell of urine in front of the door and two thin sleeping mats. A brilliant place to spend the night. Samir and I decided that despite being able to see Courmayeur, this was probably one of the most isolated spots in the Western Alps. If shit hit the fan here, it would still be an epic journey to get to safety. Those thoughts would return much sooner than I would have liked.

We had arrived nice and early, around 16:00 and so had time to melt snow for water, drink plenty of liquid and make our second freeze-dried dinner in the evening light. Clouds soon rolled in and indicated that it was time to go to bed. We were aware that a possible shower (about 0-2 mm at 23:00) was announced for Thursday night, which is why we had chosen our tactic so as to sleep in the bivouac shelter and not atop of the Aig. Noire de Peuterey. This would have been the more classic tactic, but our worry was that any small shower could be accompanied by lightning and we did not fancy our chances on that pinnacle. As the clouds grew darker the possible shower turned to a real shower. We shut the hatch of the bivouac as the rain began drumming on the roof. A little early compared to the forecast, but that would give more time to dry. Little did we know that this was just the beginning. Within a short while the light rain had turned to a furious shower beating down on the small barrel. A sharp crack of lightning sent my mind racing. I vividly recalled the hole melted in the top of the Madonna on the Aig. Noire, indicating the raw brutality of the storm that had engulfed us. This was no shower, this was a full on storm. Lighting, thunder, pouring rain and the low rumble of rockfall surrounded us for hours and water was soon dripping through the ceiling, onto our gear or into our pot that we had placed strategically below the worst of the cascades. I tossed about for what felt like an eternity, drawing out many possible scenarios in my head: a helicopter rescue, a meter of fresh snow outside, or even worse, a collapsing mountain.

I was surprised to be woken by my alarm since I did not think that I would sleep. We quietly ate breakfast and prepared our things, hesitating to open the door to lay eyes on what chaos the night’s storm had caused. But what greeted us was a starry night and dry rock. Was the mountain trying to trick us?

The positive outlook lifted our spirits and gave us new vigour to continue climbing in a bid to make the summit today. Many topos had described the next section up to the Aig. Blanche de Peuterey as particularly tricky in terms of route finding, but most of the line appeared rather straight forward to us. The only issue was the fresh snow that soon covered most of the rocks and meant we were climbing in crampons, which slowed our progress. As day broke, a starry night gave way to an overcast sky, with low clouds enveloping the Grandes Jorasses to the east and Mont Blanc above us. The final snow slopes leading to the summit of the Blanche seemingly disappeared in a thick fog. Robbed of our view, we continued towards the Demi-Lune, a section of snow ridge that is perhaps one of the most photogenic pieces of mountain I have ever seen. Unable to protect anything, we traversed unroped since a minor slip of either of us would otherwise have meant to end of both of us. More choss and exposed climbing led to the true summit of the Blanche, after which we desperately searched for the abseils down to the Col de Peuterey. We were stuck in fog, could not see the Col and were both drenched due to the heavy, sticky, wet snow that had fallen in the night. With limited view and rocks covered by a good 20 cm of snow, we desperately searched for abseil station after abseil station. We had read about bolts, but found only old peg-belays. Given the limited choice, we had to make do. As I abseiled my belay plate squeezed water out of the drenched rope and showered my legs, shoes and gloves in water. I cursed myself for not having donned my waterproof pants.

The last abseil led us onto a snow slope. Was there a bergschrund? How far away was the Col? Which way was the Col?!? Samir belayed me as I walked towards what I presumed to be a bergschrund. It was smaller than expected and I passed easily, now heading straight for the safety of the Col. It was here that the severity of our situation became quite clear. The snow everywhere was heavy and wet. It would be best to continue once the snow refroze, but we weren’t even sure that the night would allow for that since it would be too warm if the clouds did not lift. And considering that we were drenched, another night in a snow-bivouac would have been awful at best. We briefly considered the option of calling a helicopter, but that was going to be our last resort. Finally, after a good break and much discussion we decided to defer the decision and have a look at the conditions on the way up to the Grand Pilier d’Angle, hidden somewhere in the clouds above.

To our surprise the snow carried our weight fairly well, and breaking trail was better than expected. We chose to climb the Eccles couloir – rarely in condition – and skip the summit of the GPA in order to just get to the summit as quickly as possible. But progress soon slowed as the snow became denser and balled up under the crampons with every step. We reached the final long ridge section of the Peuterey integrale in near-whiteout conditions.

I continued to break trail up what I had assumed would be a stunning arête. It was endless. Sometimes on the ridge, occasionally in the middle of the steep snow to either side and with each step accompanied by balling snow making progress treacherous and slow. Knocking each foot to release the snow became an essential, life-saving habit. After a while, we stopped, confused about our whereabouts, despite being only a hundred meters below the summit. The ridge had apparently vanished and we had travelled a far way to the right from the direct line to avoid steep rocks. Was this not meant to be a stunning snow ridge right to the top? Had we gone the wrong way? Did we follow a wrong spur?

A break in the cloud revealed an enormous cornice forming an impenetrable 10 meter wall of ice above our heads, but luckily also a probable passage further left. We carefully clawed our way upwards. After an eternity, I planted two axes above my head and pulled onto horizontal ground. We had made it. As if timed with our arrival, the clouds lifted and revealed the most stunning view across the Alps. We had arrived on the summit of the Mont Blanc de Courmayeur. We had nearly finished the king-line that is the Peuterey integral. And it had been a bit more of an adventure than expected.

I could now see almost all of the Peuterey ridge below, the Blanche and the Noire peeking out of the clouds. Further east, all of the Swiss Alps, to the south, the Grand Paradiso, and further west the summit of Mont Blanc. Our celebration and sight-seeing was cut short by the bitter-cold wind tugging at our jackets. Our wet feet and hands would soon freeze in the evening light. We had better hurry to the summit of Mont Blanc and down to the safety of the Gouter hut if we did not want lasting souvenirs. But once more the Peuterey integral did not give up without a fight. What was supposed to be an easy walk across the Italian-French border was a sheet of solid ice – snow battered solid from the wind – from one summit to the next. We essentially ice-climbed the low angle slope across to Mont Blanc, tired and slow, ensuring every kick of the crampons, every swing of the axes. Any slip would have sent us down the ice slope and then off the Frêney face. The mountain was just not letting up.

Finally, we made it to the summit of Mont Blanc. All alone in a freezing wind. Elated. Content. Tired. Excited. It was 18:30 and we were finally on the beaten track. Hopefully no more surprises.

Topping out on Mont Blanc

We reached the Gouter hut an hour and a half later, just in time to walk into the end of the dinner service. We stood silently in a corner, like sheep waiting to be hurried around by the sheep herders that are the hut guardians. We were in luck, the two late sheep could still be fed.

Ultra tour des 4 Massifs

A few years ago, running more than a marathon distance seemed like an outrageous prospect. Take for example when in 2017 I joined Ben on a small section of one of his ludicrous birthday challenges, for which we ran a bit more than 30 km across the Peak District. I was reasonably fit at the time, but distinctly remember struggling with the last kms along Stanage Edge. That run was my longest up until then. With minimal height gain.

After moving to Grenoble running became a convenient and fun pass-time for those wet, grey days in winter, with the Bastille, Mont Jalla and Mont Rachais towering above the town directly behind my apartment and offering a great, 1000 m high playground. My first attempt to run up to Mont Rachais ended not far after Mont Jalla, right by a distinctive, large boulder which I, when faced with the steep path above, had promptly selected as finish line for that day’s exercise. Still, I had soon thoroughly explored the paths behind my house and was rather motivated for this whole running malarkey.

Spurred on by my coloc, Jeanne, I signed up to and then ran the nearly 40 km long Trail des Calanques in early 2019. I guess that was the beginning of the end? The trail is incredible, the atmosphere was a joy to experience, and despite a bad cramp at the last climb I finished in a fairly good position. The rest of the year I toyed with the idea of trying to run something real, and so, I finally decided to sign up for the medium distance Échappée Belle race: 87 km and 6300 m of height gain in the gorgeous, but exceptionally technical Belledonne mountain range just on Grenoble’s doorstep. The start of Covid-19 put an abrupt end to climbing, and so running became a priority. This meant I was training a fair amount for the Échappée Belle, with my training runs maxing out at about 40 km. During the race I was feeling great until about km 70, after which 2300 m of non-stop descent put an end to my thighs. I crossed the finish line elated, rang the celebratory cowbell, and then lay on the floor with legs in agony. The following day stairs were a severe challenge, and I made use of any handrail I could find. But what remained was a memory of a great day, and with that, also an inkling that I may want to do that again. Why? Well, races this big seemed a lot of fun, the volunteer helpers make for a great atmosphere, friends and family come to watch or message support and a big part of me wanted to see how far I could actually run.

That inkling turned to reality when a few months later I decided I’d try to run the entire Échappée Belle race. Not only for the aforementioned points, but also because the preparation for the race would give a welcomed break from my PhD thesis and because running was the only thing to do easily during Covid lockdowns. But, birthday-challenge-Ben thoughtlessly decided to organise his wedding the same weekend as the Échappée Belle 2021 and so I went looking for another ultra-trail race. The other obvious choice in the Grenoble area is the Ultra tour des 4 Massifs, which makes an aesthetic loop around the city, passing once through or over all four bordering mountain ranges. So, I signed up to that. A proposed 160 km and 11000 m of vertical from Friday afternoon until Sunday evening.

A beautiful day, once again on top of Mont Rachais

I knew that my rather arbitrary training for the Échappée Belle wouldn’t do this time, and so, I even constructed a training plan for myself, spanning from Christmas until the race in July, building from around 40 km per week to 120 km per week. Did I stick to it? No. Did I try to stick to it? Yes. Did I regularly wake up at 5:00 to go for a training run? Yes. Did I swap all climbing with running? Yes. Did I plan weekends around long runs? Yes. Did I go out for a 40 km run at 22:30 to train night runs? Yes. I think you get the point. My life was distilled to thesis, limited social life and running, but I was definitely feeling the progress. In mid-June I ran the roughly 70 km Traversée de la Chartreuse with Alvaro, had a celebratory beer in the evening and felt fine the next day. I think I even went for another small run.

My training plan, all colour coded depending on type of run and with aimed, remaining and achieved number of kms. Note the period needed to finish my PhD thesis 😉

Two weeks before the race I defended my thesis and was then free to spend all of my time preparing. There was a lot to do, especially as I had to organise where, when and how my wonderful friends and parents would support me along the race. Thursday night was spent making snacks – mostly slices from four frozen pizzas as that turned out to be a safe bet in terms of running food – and packing all of the items from the very long list of obligatory material. I wasn’t nervous, but very psyched to see how it would go.

I went to the start of the race with Camille and my parents, getting ever more excited as the departure time drew closer. Just minutes before the start – and I must say, to an initial severe embarrassment – my parents surprised me with bright yellow “Team Micki” t-shirts for everyone helping me out, which obviously garnered a row of compliments from fellow runners. As with the Échappée Belle race, my nerves got to me as I stood under the starting line arch, and for a brief moment the entirety of the physical and mental undertaking I was about to embark on weighed very, very heavily on me. Thankfully, encouragements from an equally stressed-looking Camille, and my overly excited parents and Jakes and Louise – of course all in yellow t-shirts – took my mind elsewhere.

Waiting for the start with my team!

The race begins in the western outskirts of Grenoble at the foot of the Vercors mountain range. The first climb (a casual 1700 m) leads up to Moucherotte, from where the trail continues south along the Vercors, over Pic Saint Michel, until it drops down to Vif, the first “life-base”. The Taillefer range follows, with 20 or so km of rather dull forest and then a brutal 1000 m climb to the Pas de la Vache, and then a 1000 m vertical descent to the second life-base, Riouperoux. From there the trail goes up a steep 2000 m to the Croix de Chamrousse in the Belledonne massif and then traverses some wonderful technical terrain until it drops down the same 2000 m over about 20 km. A few km of flat ground then lead to the third and last life-base at Saint Nazaire les Eymes. From here, the trail climbs steeply into the Chartreuse massif, up to the summit of Chamechaude, then down across Mont Rachais and finishes in the centre of Grenoble.

One big loop of Grenoble
And only four big hills

I started with the second wave, a Covid-related novelty, at 16:00 and despite all common sense set off at a much too rapid pace. Reaching the top of Moucherotte I had overtaken most of the first wave and established myself near the head of the second wave and had only recently been overtaken by the eventual winners of the race who had started in the third and last wave. But that came at a price, which was a good old “bonk” just after setting off from an aid station supply stop during a long climb up to Pic Saint Michel. To make matters worse, it was now raining and the path resembled a muddy slip’n’slide making every step that little bit more tiring. The latter was a result of the previous day’s races where nearly 1500 runners had endured a day-long torrential downpour while running shorter or the 4×40 version of the UT4M. Jeanne, who was running the 4×40 had already warned me and suggested to take a sled. The muddy (p/b)ath on the descent from Pic St Michel was so bad that it occasionally feasted on runners by swallowing them whole. I escaped this bit with only minor mud splatters and ran the remaining kms along the last-minute deviation (another section of path was deemed too muddy/dangerous after the previous days race) to the first life-base, Vif.

Despite the deviation adding 8 km, I arrived at Vif ahead of schedule, but feeling rather worse for wear due to my fast start. I had run about 50 km in just over 7 hours which was much faster than the expected 8 hours for the initially shorter distance course. I was going to have to slow down if I wanted to finish the race. Both Camille and Amber were waiting already, having tracked my position with the GPS tag in my bag. As embarrassed as I was when I first saw those yellow t-shirts, I was now overjoyed to see two yellow people in the dark. I took nearly an hour break, to enjoy the good company, the ravioles, and prepare my bag and food and drink for the next section, a night in the Taillefer range.

Feeling somewhat refreshed I set off and soon joined up with another runner, Flo, with who I ran the rest of the night. Mud and fog and rain soon returned and made for torturous conditions, but together with Flo we kept up a good pace and sped from aid-station to aid station, each time being greeted by two ever-more-tired-looking, yellow t-shirted people. Flo and I reached the the Pas de la Vache at sunrise, which would be the only point of the race that I would be out of a cloud, and in hindsight I didn’t cherish the moment enough. I remember the rest of the Taillefer range being strenuous and wet and closing in on Riouperoux was a welcome thought. However, the last obstacle to this was the 1000 m descent over only 3 km.

Safe to say, my thighs were wrecked when I reached the life-base and my local support team, Camille and Amber, who were markedly lacking coffee. It was now just before noon on the second day and I had taken about 10 hours for the Taillefer range. The hour break was cherished, allowing me to change shoes and clothes, have a blister on my foot popped and bandaged by a volunteer doctor, and eat a small amount of pasta with grated cheese. But my spirits were still high as I knew that the chances of completing the race were good if I made it up to the Croix de Chamrousse.

Almost 100 km into the race at Riouperoux!

I left Riouperoux, and with that also Camille and Amber who drove straight to the nearest bed, and attacked the vertical km, which with the aid of some of the early decomposed radio podcasts passed in less than an hour and a half. The next aim was to find my parents who were waiting for me at the top of Chamrousse. It proved to be a tricky goal, as the fog was now so dense that I could barely see the fluorescent yellow and orange path indications. Again, the yellow t-shirts helped and so I spotted them much before they spotted me. Their excitement to see me was a desperately needed morale boost, considering the technical section that lay in the fog ahead. Despite wanting to stay for a longer chat, the cold and wind pushed me to leave my parents and the aid-station and continue along the Belledonne section. Normally, this next section is magnificent, with beautiful lakes, high mountains all around and far reaching views. Sadly, I had none of those. Only fog and the occasional drizzle. However, I did have a great support team, part of who event went for a hike to meet me – yes, again yellow clad – at the Refuge de la Pra. Despite having now run the best part of 120 km, I was feeling quite spritely when I met my coloc Béatrice and Lucas. Finally, came the last technical climb and descent, including bootskiing across a snowfield, while less accustomed runners were traversing on all fours. From there followed the long descent out of the Belledonne massif: a seemingly eternal thigh burner, during which my physical state deteriorated with every meter. By the time that I reached the aid-station at the foot of the hill my legs were killing me and I was limping to a bad pain in a tendon in my left ankle. I was greeted by Jeanne, who had finished the third section of the 4×40, Alex and Camille and then accompanied along the last flat kms to the life-base at St. Nazaire by Camille, Olivier, Diego, who had ran the 40km Taillefer section, and Candice. Running that flat section across roads, fields and a motorway would have been soul destroying otherwise.

What started with the idea of doing a powernap at the life-base finished with me getting straight back up to just get this last marathon over with

I reached St. Nazaire another 10 hours after leaving Riouperoux and just as the second night began and as my body was starting to communicate the lack of sleep. But another long break with the support of my parents, Olivier and Camille got me halfway ready for the last marathon. I set off, now with Olivier who was going to accompany me all the way to Grenoble, acting as an invisible force that pushed me to keep going. I was limping hard and the thought of doing even a single meter of vertical descent was revolting. But I kept plodding on, at one point crossing a runner from the 100 km race who in his exhausted state was aborting the race and dubbed me an alien. When Olivier and I reached the first aid station in the Chartreuse massif I was so tired that I could barely see straight, so I chose to have a two-minute nap on the floor, much like a significantly less majestic wild boar. My memory of the next sections is again one of muddy paths, dense fog, and an endless number of little uphills when I thought to be right next to the next aid station. At Le Sappey I was starting to be worse for wear and even my support crew could no longer boost my morale. But I knew that there were only 20 or so kms left and that I knew the paths like the back of my hand. It would be a tough fight, but I knew I would finish, albeit in pain. Indeed, I limped my broken body towards the finish, fighting against sleep, hallucinations of gardeners in the forest and my legs screaming to stop. But with the company of Olivier and now also Jakes I slowly reached Mont Rachais and then Mont Jalla and then the ramparts of the Bastille. I had run down this thing a hundred times, I could do it once more.

Together with Camille, Olivier and Jakes I stumbled down the Bastille with much less joy than I had hoped when I was running down the same path when I was doing my training runs. Between the severe lack of sleep – it was now about 7:00 on the second morning – and the pain in all of my muscles, I was too exhausted to feel anything but “let’s get this over with”. I just wasn’t able to share the excitement of all the others who were willing me on to the finish line just a km away. It was already well into the morning as I crossed from the Bastille into the city and was once again welcomed by my parents and Diego and Candice, who were shouting encouragements that just didn’t register in my mind. I was fully focussed on shuffling my tired legs through the city and just sit down.

After what seemed like an eternity of walking or running at the walking pace of Jakes and Olivier, I finally reached the finish line in just under 40 hours. Approximately 180 km and 11300 m of height gain in what can only be described as sub-optimal conditions. The finish is a very blurry moment in my mind. Too much fatigue. Too many things to focus on. A small smile grew on my face when I finally managed to just lie down on the grassy ground and it clocked that I was done. It hadn’t clocked what I had accomplished, but I knew that I didn’t have to go any further and that was reason enough to be content.

Stages of emotions while crossing the finish line

I was now standing near the finish line with my “Team Micki” t-shirt crew, carefully avoiding falling asleep, having hypoglycaemia or agonising cramps. Without the help of all of these great people I would have surely succumbed to exhaustion in the Chartreuse range and abandoned the race. On the surface, running an ultra-trail seems to be about physical strength, but in reality, it is equally or maybe even more about mental resilience. And doing it alone becomes so much more difficult. So, thanks to all of you guys for pulling me through.

Normally, a story should end here, but it’s fun to add a few more lines. After the race my parents chauffeured me to my apartment, where I needed my running poles to climb the three flights of stairs. Once at home I sat down in the shower and carefully massaged my tender feet with warm water. One can maybe imagine that standing back up in the wet, slippery shower turned into the crux of that adventure. Finally, I went to sleep at about 10:00, woke up for a massive dinner, then continued sleeping the whole of Sunday night. The following week, walking was surprisingly ok and the only difficulty was an inflamed tendon in my left ankle. However, my calorie deficit from the 40 hour effort meant that I spent the week eating like a bear, roughly five large meals a day. A human body is an impressive thing.

Salbit Westgrat, 6b?, 1200m?

It’s July 2018 and I am noticing that living in Erlangen, Germany, is beneficial for sport climbing psyche, but equally counterproductive for alpine goals. It’s another sweltering hot, blue bird weekend and I am sat at the bottom of one of the several hundred Frankenjura limestone crags. This one, like most, is nicely hidden in the thick lush forest, but despite the green canopy providing some welcomed shade, the lunchtime heat is too thick to climb. Time to sit and wait for better conditions to arrive later in the day, or perhaps in autumn. I sit and stare at the small pocket-riddled limestone face above to get a little more psyched. The wall is so featured that I struggle to read the moves, but then again, that is arguably the hardest part of climbing here. A few two, maybe three finger pockets near the upsettingly high second bolt are surrounded by white halos. Perhaps the crux? The breeze that so far made the stifling heat a little more tolerable dies down and I see little point in tying into the rope that lies curled on its little tarp among a sea of sand, dirt and leaves. Perfect time to brew another coffee with my stove. The days are long and the evening brings better conditions. And failing that, at least there is a good cold beer waiting at the beergarden just down the road. At that moment, climbing big routes in the Alps couldn’t seem farther away.

That being said, some routes are too tantalising to ignore and one of these, the Salbit Westgrat, had been on my mind for over 5 years. I think there aren’t many routes in the Alps, or the world, that present such a striking line and the positivity that one extracts from any report reflects the quality of the climbing. 35 pitches, 1200 or so meters of climbing over six towers of perfect orange granite following a sharp ridgeline to the summit of the Salbitschijen, a nearly 3000 m peak in the middle of Switzerland. From the topos and stories I knew the route follows slabs, splitter cracks, offwidths, pendulums, abseils, bolt aid ladders, and much much more with guidebook times ranging from 12 to 16 hours. Everything needed to make for a big, big day out. The Westgrat is one of those routes that seemed to provide everything I love about climbing: long days, big routes, moving fast, and one of the most beautiful peaks I have ever seen; and thinking about this now, it’s clear why I had been yearning for this climb for such a long time. So despite the comforts of sport climbing in the Frankenjura being quite enticing, I called my climbing partner Robert and discussed a possible future weekend plan.

Friday afternoon we were in the car and after a 6 hour drive we arrived at the parking. The cool air was a welcome change from the city heat, but there was limited time to savour the moment. It was already late and every minute we stood outside discussing how we were going to go about climbing the Westgrat was a minute sleep we were losing. The difference to sport climbing weekends with evening beers, long dinners and even longer chilled discussions was striking. Both of us were overly psyched and we decided to try the route car-to-car. Wake up unpleasantly early. Approach. Climb. Descend to the car. Back in time for beers in the setting sun. It was an ambitious, borderline stupid idea, but we thought we could do it. Well, perhaps not the beers in the sun part.

01:00, the alarm rang. Getting up was a dreadful feeling at first, but a necessity if we wanted to arrive at the base of the route before sunrise and especially before others that would be coming from the hut. Despite only two hours of sleep in the back of my car I felt fresh. We tried to eat and started walking soon after, the complete darkness being broken only by the rays of our headtorches. We followed a riverbed for some time until a trail branched off that should lead more or less directly to the foot of the climb. Somewhere above, in the complete darkness stood the ridge, a prominent line across the sky, but we could see nothing with our feeble eyes and I merely imagined what it must look like. Judging by the overgrown path, ours seemed the less common approach, with most people choosing to hike up via the cozy refuge at the base of the south ridge. The path quickly steepened and disappeared in a foggy, snow covered gully and once again, the approach became spicier than we wanted. With our lack of crampons or walking axe a fall would have been catastrophic. The two hour approach turned to three and a half hours of tense gully scrambling with broken fixed cables and avalanche debris. Not quite comparable with a five minute forest trail in the Frankenjura. Nonetheless we arrived at the base of the route before dawn, but only just before the other teams and certainly not as fresh as I had hoped.

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Arriving at the base of the route.

We racked up besides two other teams and decided that the most keen looking could head off first. Judging by their nearly El Capitan style speed on the first pitches we were happy know that they wouldn’t be too slow above nor pressing from beneath. We were up next and I had won the sharp end for this first, and according to the topo, hardest pitch. Grey, cold granite loomed above and a sense of nervousness kicked in. As expected, I ended up slipping off the crux. 10 meters off the ground on a 1200 meter route. Well this was going well… if we continued like this we could say goodbye to topping out before dark. A little warm up of the fingers and toes and I passed the smeary crux section on the second go (yes, I know, excuses, excuses!). Robert took over the next lead and tried to link some of the easy pitches that were meant to follow. To our great dismay, this long pitch turned into a rope drag and route finding nightmare and we realised that simuling this route wasn’t really an option. Attempting to be clever on the first three pitches ended up costing valuable time, and so we stuck to the indicated pitches for the remainder of the route. 9 or so of these later, we topped out on the first tower just as the sun arrived. As promised the weather was already stunning.

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Some tricky moves to top out on the first tower.

Normally 9 pitches already makes for a decent day out, but here we hadn’t even climbed a third of the route. With that in mind we didn’t hang around and quickly made a few abseils to the base of the second tower. One down, only 4 more abseils to go. The second tower then provided us with some of the best climbing on the route, with two fantastic crack pitches that unfortunately sapped more energy than I would have liked. 80 meters of perfect hand cracks in beautiful granite had me smiling all the way along. I was absolutely loving this, but at the same time my arms were suffering. At the top of the second tower the view ahead mixed my joy with shock. The climbing ahead looked infinitely long. Tower after tower after tower all the way to the horizon…

The third and fourth tower passed in a very similar manner, but we were tiring with each pitch. The climbing was long and varied – handcracks, offwidths, chimneys with a bag hanging between the legs, short A0 sections, steep juggy granite faces – and featured plenty of fabulous pitches! It was simply fantastic and I was grinning from ear to ear. We had reached the ‘Hotel Salbit’ bivy between the fourth and fifth tower and we became overly conscious of our little hydration issue. My mouth was parched, my lips were cracking and my throat was sore from heavily breathing the hot, dry air. For weight reasons we had started from the car with two liters of water each, perhaps filling up half a liter somewhere in the approach gully and by now had been on the go, nonstop in the July sun for about 13 hours. I had been rationing sips since leaving the car and as such was feeling incredibly dehydrated and started dreaming of puddles somewhere on this barren ridge. The thought of another 10 to 12 pitches with half a liter of water in the scorching sun was heartbreaking, but the only way out was up. I tried not to think of the simplicity of sport climbing.

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The only way out is up.

Passing over the fifth tower we had reached the start of the complicated terrain. I was on the sharp end for the first pitch, the rope pendulum. A brief down-climb, a traverse on smeary feet, then back up a thin crack to a belay, a lot of rope faff and finally Robert followed with a small swing across the slab. It all seemed easier on paper. Next was the 20 meter bolt ladder (neither of us were keen for the 7a? free version) and Robert elegantly lanked his way from bolt to bolt by almost standing on each one to reach the next. Fortunately it was his lead, because I struggled to reach the quickdraws even on second. In theory we had only three more pitches to the summit, and all of the difficulties were now below us, but this route seemed to keep the best for last and so the next pitch was the most memorable. I remember the climbing vividly even now, almost 2 years later. At this point, the ridge was truly a knife edge and the line of three – scarily spaced – bolts followed the ever steepening fin. I started tenuously laybacking, feet smearing on the rough granite until I was in reach of the first bolt. Uff! No more factor two. The fin steepened and the next bolt was another good seven or eight meters away. More laybacking, more steep smearing, but now I was more psyched and less frightened. My shoes, warmed by the heat and 1000 meters of climbing stuck to the wall as if they had been glued. Another bolt, more laybacking, more warm golden granite. I made it to the belay and was sad that it was over. The hard but beautiful climbing was done and from here I had the full view of the Salbit Westgrat. Over 1000 meters of fantastic climbing which had demanded everything I knew about the sport. What a joy to be able to experience this.

We simuled a few more meters to below the stunning summit needle, and took turns climbing up for the mandatory pose.

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The mandatory Salbit Westgrat summit pose.

Salbit Westgrat completed. It was around 19:00. We had been on the go for 18 hours and living in the vertical world for 14. I was so dehydrated that I could barely talk. Swallowing the last droplets of water I had was more painful than thirst-quenching. No water to be seen far and wide. We rushed the hour descent to the hut and downed water, soup and a beer, but it hardly helped and I still struggled to speak. Riding on the beer’s buzz, we stumbled down another 1000 meters to the car, arriving around 23:00. A solid day. It would take some time to recover both physically and mentally, but the Salbit Westgrat had delivered more than I had hoped and I was overjoyed to have experienced its beauty.

Aiguille Dibona South Face – Solo

Sitting on the summit, the first thought that came to me was “du hast ‘nen Dachschaden” which roughly translates to “you’re insane”. Though those who know me may be quick to assume that this was me praising myself, the thought held some significant and critical truth. The tone wasn’t dismissive or condescending, but more matter-of-fact mixed with a bit of astonishment and in hindsight it was as if the rational half of my brain was doing a poor job of rebuking me for what I’d just done. In fact, the part of me that had just pointed this out to myself was bewildered and incredulous to find myself sitting all alone on this rocky outcrop, when only a few hours earlier it would never have believed it. An instance later, however, another, more familiar and positive thought surpassed the first: “wow, this is absolutely fantastic”! The reason for this inner confusion was the fact that I was sitting on the summit of the Aiguille Dibona, one of the most beautiful peaks in the alps, after having just soloed the south face in total isolation. Understandably, now that I was sat on the very sharp summit and my mind could somewhat withdraw itself from the fully engaged soloing mode it had been in since the early hours of the morning, what I had just done became a little clearer. And although I had not yet had much time to reflect, I felt tolerably insane and appropriately pleased.

Climbing the Aiguille Dibona had been a wish of mine for a long time, though the idea to solo it appeared only a few days beforehand and at first was nothing more than a joking thought. But for some reason it never really let me go and as the days passed, I thought increasingly more about it. At first I found the motivation, then the weather window, then I found an easy enough but completely classic route of mostly 5a/b terrain and in the end, an idea transformed into a plan. The entire time my reasonable half justified my outrageous planning by saying that by taking some gear I could always bail if I did not feel well and so the whole idea lost some of its severity. Friday evening I had packed my small bag with all the essentials and finally was sure that I was prepared for all. The only remaining unknown was whether or not I would run away in fear when stood alone directly below an unknown 300m face. Knowing that this only mystery – the good type of fear – was something that would keep me safe, I was happy to set off.

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Ready to set off into the unknown

Just before 6ish Saturday morning I left my car and made my way to the refuge Soreiller a good kilometer above. After a distinct lack of alpine atmosphere in the past months, it was nice to be fast, light, out of breath and filled with the nervous anticipation of what was to come. Since leaving Grenoble I had not met a soul which facilitated getting into the correct mindset for a big, serious day and as such I was alone with just my thoughts of what lay ahead. This anticipation soon gave way to reality when my approach changed from rock to snow. Lots of hard, icy snow. What should normally be a beautiful hike along a steep riverbed and then open plains now looked more like the Kandahar ski race course and kitted only with tattered trail-running shoes I felt a little dumb. I had considered taking crampons, but had decided it would ruin my plan, and so had rapidly dismissed the idea with an “oh it’ll be fine”. It was quite nearly not fine at all and in the end I think I nearly bailed about five times, each time only to be saved by the beckoning sign of a streak of hiking trail amongst the white. The final meters to the hut felt steep in my shoes and even with the frozen steps trampled by people the day before, I was using both hands and feet to crawl upwards. Were it not for the old tracks I would have had to either turn around or wait for the sun to soften the snow, the latter of which I would need in any case to descend.

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The beautiful Aiguille Dibona and lots of snow

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Magnificent rock from bottom to top. My route climbed mostly up the right hand side.

I stealthily passed the quiet hut and finally stopped only some meters away from the wall. 300m of featured granite were now looming steeply above and the prospect of climbing that beautiful lump of rock was enticing. The line I was going to take was quite clear and I knew that it would be hard to get lost with the many topos I had with me. Actually, as I stood at the foot of the rock I somehow knew that I could get to the top: I was in a good mindset, I felt my soloing head was on and most importantly I now wanted to do this. Climbing the tower above me would be exactly what I love about climbing: big historic peaks, snowy alpine surroundings, complex long approaches, fantastic rock, interesting ground, moving fast and little gear. This day would tick it all and I knew I would return home satisfied if I did it.

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Selfie Sunday below lots of granite

There was however an enormous trouble weighing heavily on my mind and as I was considering this I was once again on the limit of bailing. Having already experienced a slightly treacherous snowy approach, I knew I’d struggle to descend anything steep if the snow did not soften. I also knew that the descent from the peak was steep, currently covered in snow and west-facing. The sun would not reach it until later – when was not clear – and whether or not it would be enough for me to descend with my inadequate shoes was a big concern. I knew I could climb up, but could I also get down? In the end good old psyche pulled me through and I decided that if I could not walk down I would climb and abseil down the same way I had come up. It would certainly be a nuisance with only one rope, but at least I now thought I knew that I could get up and down this peak. With that, I walked to the rock, changed into shoes, harness, helmet and pulled out the topo once more.

The first pitches did not go by as easily as hoped and a mixture of relatively hard climbing and cold, wet rock had me stopped at one belay considering to pull out my rope and abseil down. Tenuous climbing due to unexpected circumstances: a soloists dream… “I’ll just go a bit further and see what happens”, I told myself, knowing that it was still simple enough to run away without any issues with the gear I had. Luckily, the seepage stopped and I could see that what lay above was going to be wonderful. Now fully in the sun, I headed upwards, following my topos, the odd guiding bolt or peg and not worrying about rope-drag, gear or belays, but only climbing. It was never really easy and some sections definitely required some thought, but it was fun. Golden, sunbathed, warm granite, not a single loose rock, perfect crack systems, good jugs and even smearing here and there on fabulous slabs. And to add to all that joy, the steeply increasing exposure was not frightening, but something pleasant that I felt in control of.

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View from the Boell ledge

By the time I reached the Boell ledge I was fully immersed in the soloing and was completely comfortable with what I was doing. So comfortable in fact, that when I was having some food on this ledge, I decided I would climb the famous and tantalising Madier crack pitch just above, instead of taking the intended easy way around this section. At a grade of 6a, I would, however, use the rope and gear which so far had only been in my bag. I hadn’t planned on rope soloing anything today unless in an emergency, but all of a sudden the idea seemed brilliant. To say I’ve got experience in rope soloing would be a lie and all I’ve done was try the rope-work while stood wearing a harness in my room. Of course, halfway up the Aiguille Dibona may not be the best place to learn, but I knew that the method I was going to use would at least prevent me from dying and so I was relaxed enough to climb a pitch that should be well within my ability. All set up, with lots of backups, I was happy to try the sparsely bolted pitch. It turned out to be hard for 6a, with lots of smearing and off-widthing, and I was very glad to be tied in to a bolted anchor below. The crux itself needs a size 5 cam to protect, so for my lead it was a rather run out situation and I was more than glad when I straggled to the final peg. In hindsight this could have been a much easier pitch, but on the one hand a lack of gear meant splitting quickdraws which meant rope-drag and on the other hand rope soloing meant faff. Lots of faff. Reaching the anchor, I abseiled down my rope, stripped my gear and began the painful process of ‘jumaring’ up the thin rope with my gri-gri. Watching the incredibly thin rope rub over granite near the anchor as I jumared definitely marked the most scary (and exhausting) part of the day. Lesson learnt, don’t use ropes…

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Stripping the fissure Madier pitch I rope soloed

I packed all the gear away again and climbed another pitch to below the next-most famous pitch, the Cannelures Stofer: wonderfully featured granite, riddled with cracks and holds, all wanting to be climbed. One bomber handjam followed another and after climbing a small roof 250m off the ground, I was on easier ground, not far from the summit. Or so I thought. At over 3000m I was definitely starting to feel the altitude and slowed down considerably on the final hundred or so meters and when I finally mounted the summit I was craving a sit down.

Reaching the peak of Aiguille Dibona after having soloed the south face was quite an experience, mostly a mixture of incredulity and delight. The weather was perfect, the view was fantastic and I was sitting alone at the top of one of the most beautiful spires of granite in the alps. Until now, the day had been all I wanted and although I decided I was crazy for apparent reasons, I was content that I actually made it to the summit. Rather contradictory, so far the climbing had been the most enjoyable and least worrying part of the day and the main troubles had been the approach and the descent still to come. Though quite a crazy, almost idiotic idea at first, the more I had thought about it, the less it let me go. And now that I had done the outwardly insane part of my plan, I could sit on a lonely summit, stare at the rest of the Ecrins massive and be deeply satisfied with having turned a wild near-dream into reality. What a feeling.

With all the worries I had about the descent and knowing that in this case the summit was very much only half way, I headed down towards the snow that was thankfully now in the sun. The descent to the hut was only a little sketchy since it was as steep as imagined but the snow had softened enough. Nonetheless, I faced inwards most of the way, to make sure not to fuck it on the final meters. A small wave of relief swept over me when I saw the hut as it marked the end of the dangerous part of the day and an ear-to-ear smile broke out on my face.

It was just past lunchtime, but since I had no food I did not stop at the hut for longer than it took me to take off my harness. And anyway, it was busy, with many climbers planning on staying the night to climb Aiguille Dibona the next day, and the noise was very much ruining the tranquility of my day. From the hut I ran to the car, using the snow to boot-ski most of the way, earning disheartened looks for my easy progress from those who were slaving uphill with heavy packs. Back at the car I lay in the sun for a long time, tired, achy and as content as I could be, having found an enormous adventure only a good hour away from my house. Truly a crazy, and once again mega day, but perhaps not something I’ll be making a habit of.

 

A Weekend in Cogne: Inachevée Conception and Repentance Super

Climbing, especially in winter, is a bit of a curse, as it’s a metaphorical black hole for time and energy.

I think anyone who has ever planned and then completed a trip into the mountains by themselves can somewhat relate. Usually, it’s not even the actual trip that ends up ‘costing’, but rather the planning that goes ahead. Those countless hours spent checking weather forecasts, conditions reports and guidebooks for possible routes and then the time spent checking gear, packing gear, preparing food and all those other small things, like going to buy another lighter, after your last one – the one you were sure you put back with the stove – ultimately went off on a journey of its own. All together, these planning stages might even take more time than the actual trip, so it can help, if you sometimes even consider it a little bit ‘fun’. After all, a successful trip that you conceived and planned is also quite a bit more rewarding, as it is your ‘brain-child’ through and through.

Lately I’ve found myself circling the edge of this black hole quite closely, essentially meaning that I’ve been getting out lots without sleeping very much.

In terms of conditions, the winter so far hasn’t been the easiest to read, with little ice and many dangerous avalanche situations, so trip planning has been a bit of a headache with lots of time spent umm-ing and aah-ing. Three weeks ago, a continuous cold front finally rolled in, with ice falls fattening nicely everywhere! Taking advantage of the early-season-like conditions I even managed to head out to La Grave with Eirik for a midweek, afternoon hit at Fantasme, WI5, which provided four pitches of soft, stellar and interesting ice! Having had such a great afternoon, and knowing that the conditions would be good, I was psyched as ever to go hunt some ice the coming weekend. Then I saw the weather forecast. Even the most optimistic was still terrible, with rain and warm winds all around, which, after seeing some frighteningly detached ice from below last weekend, didn’t exactly instil hope.

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Eirik leading P1 of Fantasme, WI5, at La Grave at 15:30!

Several (wasted) hours / days of searching later, an idea was born: Cogne. Ice Mecca. Ok weather. No rain. Good conditions. Time to pack…

 

Part I: Inachevée Conception, M7 WI5+

Within five minutes of walking in to the Valeille valley behind Cogne, I was bewildered to see Cogne live up to its ‘ice Mecca’ name. Dozens of ice climbers littered each waterfall, and the snow equivalent of a highway paved its way along the valley floor. I was happy to be heading to something a little more obscure, where we wouldn’t have the fear of constantly falling ice. Inachevée Conception is what Samir described as his project in Cogne, or at least as something he has had his eye on for a while. From what I had found online, it looked to be a pretty tough, steep five pitch mixed route with two cruxes through overhanging rock, protected by gear, pitons and the odd bolt. When we got to its base (a laughable 15 minute approach!) I could see it climbed a huge amphitheater and finished up a really nice looking ice pillar at the top.

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Inachevée Conception, M7 WI5+, with the cruxs in P2 and P4. P3 is actually just a sloping ledge traverse.

Fast forward about one hour.

I’m stood two meters above our first belay, just below quite an overhang, axes carefully torqued in some friable looking flakes. A small stream of water, originating somewhere above, is running down each arm and is making its best effort to discover every part of my body. At the base of the route I was quite psyched and so ‘shotgunned’ this pitch, now, less so. Aiming for the old peg I can see – and desperately want to clip – I start into a sequence of moves I had thought up to hopefully get me over the roof and onto the ice curtain on the right. By move three I am gripped. I’m hanging off of my torqued axe, body at 45°, and as I swap hands the axe bends so much I am sure the pick is going to snap. Bloody Nomics. A little higher up I slot in the next axe and am forced to clip the peg off of this similarly frightening torque. Although I feel as if the pump is going to burst my forearms, I make two or three more moves before I realise I can’t reach the next shiny bolt by just climbing rock. Now mindlessly pumped, I place one axes behind the nearest piece of ice drooping down from the ice curtain up and right. I pull up and crack!…

A familiar sense of weightlessness shortly overcomes me, before my ropes come tight. To add to my humiliation, I just have time to see an axe fly past, hurtling to the ground some twenty meters below.

After a short break – in which some friendly Italians tied my axe to the end of our rope – I gave it one more try, managing to clip the bolt through questionable tactics, but then gave up upon deeming the ice curtain too aerated and detached looking to climb. Wet, tired and defeated I handed the lead over to Samir who, after an equally good battle and spending some time clearing the poor ice, reached the belay.

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Emerging at the top of P2

Technically P4 was now again Samir’s lead, and standing at the belay I was more than happy that this was the case. P2 had looked hard and interesting, this just looked grim. Four steep meters, two bolts, pissing with water, no obvious hooks and no sight of the ice curtain that normally hangs down above bolt number two. This all didn’t seem to deter Samir, who after closing his jacket, clipping the first bolt from the ledge and then muttering something about tight belaying, started up. It took a whole move and a half before a hold blew and he was back on the ledge. Second try, maybe two and a half moves. The rock simply wasn’t frozen enough, and we had been noticing it all day in form of the waterfall we were climbing in. Was there much point to keep going? A few more tries and my motivation to continue had hit near rock bottom, so I was delighted to hear Samir say it was going to be his last attempt. But as these things usually go, this time he crossed the overhang and disappeared. My turn. Shit.

Cursing a little, I started into the pitch / waterfall and instantly got soaked. The climbing was hard and reachy and unclipping the quickdraws from a thankfully very tight rope became a nightmare. Luckily the puddles forming in the creases of my jacket emptied themselves every so often when a hold blew and I fell off. After some painfully long minutes, I somehow managed to escape this wet hell and scrabbled up the icy slope above.

This far, I had not been much more use than a sack of rocks with an ability to belay, so it was out of question that I was going to hand over the last lead, especially since it looked to be a stunning ice pillar. Shivering furiously, I set off to warm up and also finally finish this route. The pitch was such cool climbing that it completely compensated for all of the suffering I endured below. 20 or so really fun and absorbing meters navigating through vertical or slightly overhanging plastic ice surrounded by massive stalactites. Just mega.

 

We abbed off and headed towards the climbers bar, very, very wet, but quite content with the pretty full on day.

 

Part II: Repentance Super, WI5+

I think its safe to say that Repentance Super is one of the best known hard ice routes in Cogne and perhaps Europe. A beautiful line, quite often formed and known for its incredible steepness in its 120 meters. For a reasonable climber visiting Cogne it’s a definite must, and so, when Samir and I were sat discussing what to do on Sunday, I suggested it.

The walk in to Repentance Super is over-averagely long for Cogne, but thankfully walking past ice-fall after ice-fall builds psyche like nothing else. We turned a corner and all of a sudden the whole route came into view. What a beauty! Unlike the flatter ice-falls we had passed, this was wide, a stunning colour and heavily featured with overhangs, alcoves and pillars, a testament to its steepness.

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Repentance Super, WI5+

To our disappointment (but I should add, not to our surprise), we were not the only team with an aim to climbing Repentance Super. It was a bluebird sky Sunday with Cogne being one of the only places with good conditions, so this was rather inevitable. Recently, I’ve read of many accidents due to over-crowded ice-falls, so if it is going to be anywhere, I could here start a lengthy ramble about whether it is right to climb an ice-fall with multiple teams, but I’ll save that for another day. Let’s just say, in hindsight it may have been better to change our plan, but this time, all went well.

Samir had done all the work the day before, so it was my turn today, meaning I would lead P1 and 3. When we finally no longer had a team climbing above us, I started up into an amazing, interesting and steep landscape. We chose a line following the pillars on the very right and I aimed for a cave belay at nearly half height. The ice was forgivingly soft and many of the features could just be hooked, so all together, the climbing was actually easy! Although steep, there were icy-blue features everywhere, and I got so involved with the climbing that I ended up forgetting about gear and placed just five or six screws in my 45 meter pitch. After one final icy overhang I pulled into the ice cave, set up the belay and coiled the rope that now dangled freely below my feet. Without a doubt one of the best pitches of ice I’ve ever climbed.

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Repentance Super, WI5+, looking down the steep P1, one of the best pitches of ice I’ve ever climbed!

P2 was more of the same fun, and although I just wrote that it was my turn to do all the hard work, this pitch proved to be the crux. Although only 20 meters or so long and not much harder than my previous lead, Samir’s pitch featured far poorer ice, making it all a bit more psychological!

The last main pitch was to climb the final pillar – a treat that was mine for the taking! Although the route tried to fight back a little by getting me soaked once more, the climbing was just pure joy. Steep, solid, plastic ice and each swing of the axe a perfect placement. At I planted my axes into the flatter ice above, all I could think was “if only it kept going for another 40 meters, what fun that would be!”

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We climbed the line of pillars on the right hand side, making it a bit harder than the left.

We abbed off and headed for Cogne, this time less wet, less exhausted but extremely happy to have climbed such a classic route that really lived up to its name!

 

A Weekend in the Dolomites Part II: Pilastro, VII+, Tofana di Rozes

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What?

Looking up from my tiny ledge I had to crane my neck to spy the next holds. A usable undercut, a hideous handjam and a slippery sidepull slightly above. From then on, the upsettingly large roof blocked my view and I could only guess at what holds were hidden past this yellow overhang. I moved upwards slightly, clipping a rusty peg and placing a cam solid enough for my mind to be at ease. Moving up even further I confirmed my fears: I’d have to use the hideous handjam and sloping sidepull, all with a distinct lack of non-polished and useful footholds. I spurred onward into the overhang and found myself in a truly awkward position, barely managing not to barndoor off into the 200m void below. Spying a better, but still polished enough foothold to glimmer in the sunlight, I bounced my leg upwards, all while succumbing to the deadly ‘disco leg’ syndrome. It was only a matter of time before I was going to be off… If I had had time to think about the drop below I might have been terrified, but luckily for me my focus lay solely on my ever loosening grip. My hands were now level with the top of the roof, but I’d positioned myself so poorly that I couldn’t reach around its yellow mass with the little strength I had left. Although there had been none so far on the route, a bolt appeared to my left and I was sure this was going to be my savior. I scrabbled for a quickdraw which was seemingly locked to my harness for some time, and just managed to clip it to the bolt at full reach. Pulling up slack my strength finally failed me and I dropped everything, taking a nice little swing into the gear below. Suspended from two very thin ropes I was now hanging a little way underneath my newly proclaimed ‘project’ and a far, far way above any horizontal ground.


 

After climbing the Messnerplatte the day before, and only having dinner past 9pm, Andi and I had decided to try the Pilastro on the Tofana di Rozes on Sunday, instead of going for the much more committing, colder and longer Comici on the Cima Grande. I had spied out the Pilastro during my previous googling session and after reading the phrase “mega classic of the Dolomites” (that may be paraphrased…) I was very keen to try it. 16 plus pitches, two VII+ roofs and an overhanging offwidth chimney (said to be the crux despite its grade of VI+) – it featured everything I wanted in a hard multipitch climb.

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Tofana di Rozes and the line of Pilastro (walter-hoelzler.de)

The morning approach was forgivingly short and we reached the immense south face of the Tofana at dawn. Although our line was intimidating enough, I was happy to not be climbing some meters further right, where one stepped yellow roof followed another, all the way up to the skyline. The start of our route followed six pitches of amiable climbing up to a wide ledge, marking the start of the next third: the meat of the route and also the  part with the most beautiful rock. By now the sun had already risen high and the yellow walls above us were glowing golden in the light. The view up was both somewhat terrifying and magnificent! So far, the route had been a nice easy angle, but above lay three pitches of VII and harder, through some immensely steep terrain. It looked to be great, athletic climbing in good rock and I was very happy to get to lead both of the roofs. A real challenge awaited!

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The fabulous view from the first ledge!

Andi climbed a nice and long pitch to a good belay just below the first roof. I seconded with my anticipation as to what lay ahead rising with every meter. As we were swapping gear at the belay I was struggling between being psyched to try the roof and worried that I wouldn’t manage it clean (i.e. not pulling on gear).

I think everyone who climbs gets the most enjoyment out of onsighting something which to them is difficult, and progressive levels of “failure” taint the whole experience of climbing something. I suppose that makes the bottom level of enjoyment failing to do an easy route on top rope indoors, although that is still a sweeping generalisation… I, for one, tend to equally just enjoy being outside no matter what I achieve, so I’ve essentially just contradicted my last thought. Nonetheless, those days you climb a hard route in a good style somehow last longer in hindsight than those “average” days out, because you’ve achieved something near your personal best and, let’s be honest, everyone likes a little success here and there! With this in the back of my mind, I was stood at the belay really wanting to onsight the VII+ (sometimes even give VIII-) crux of this route, which would not only be one of my hardest multipitch routes, but would also mean I climbed a hard classic in perfect style. I’m not really sure whether or not this chasing styles and grades is a healthy obsession, but after climbing for all this time, I find it hard to ignore.

Luckily for me, this whole internal conflict resolved itself more or less instantly when I got involved with the climbing. A couple of easy meters led me to a tiny ledge, from where I could assess the crux. The yellow roof protruded quite some way, however, unlike a few meters to either side, it wasn’t completely flat and looked more like an immensely useless, upturned staircase. How on earth was I going to climb that, onsight?


 

After my little fall, I quickly asked Andi to lower me back to my tiny resting ledge. I knew that I could get past this roof and at least retain some style points and claim a clean ascent on my next try. After a quick shake out I headed back into the now familiar terrain. Left hand undercut, right hand pocket, feet up, right hand sidepull, stop the barndoor, left foot to the terribly glassy hold, left hand poor handjam, right hand… wait… right hand where?! I had reached my previous high point and was now back in my uncomfortable position, unable to reach around the roof. With the aid of a lot of heavy breathing I managed to move a little to the side and slapped for a “thank god” jug over the top. I’m not sure why I was surprised that it wasn’t there, but I was hoping for more than a measly pocket. Somehow I held on and, with the aid of some awkward footwork, clawed my way upwards and out of the overhang. Panting heavily I arrived at the belay, elated at the fact that I really did get through the roof. As Andi followed, a general feeling of content arose within me: I had done the crux, now sending the route was becoming a reality!

It was Andi’s turn to lead a hard pitch and some time later he reached a belay some meters below the next roof. Knowing from the topo that this one was easier, but also knowing that I was now getting tired, I started up towards a roof once more. This one was far steeper, and, oddly enough, looked much less feasible. I filled a crack in the horizontal roof with cams in preparation for me inevitably falling off once again and then launched myself at the roof. A few tricky moves rightwards under the roof and I was holding on to a big hold at the back of it. From here I reached out and over as far as I could until I found something to hold on to. This time that something was indeed a “thank god” jug and with the help of another of its kind slightly to the side I managed to heave myself over the protruding roof. Tick two.

We were now on the second ledge and had only one hard pitch ahead. The overhanging offwidth chimney named the “Mules Back” which is given any grade between VI and french 7b?… But it was Andi’s turn to lead and therefore deal with the real struggle. I think I would’ve enjoyed watching quite a bit more if he (and the team behind us) hadn’t aided his (their) way along the 40 meter pitch, but alas, he was in a rush and already aided the two roofs. Sadly, all of his aiding made me feel rather uneasy about the prospect of even just getting up this thing. After all, he was at least my equal as a climber! I won’t describe my experience of the pitch in much detail, as it would involve repeating too many synonyms of panting, scrabbling and squeezing, but at one point I was hanging off of two fist jams, breathing heavily, both legs dangling freely below me in a desperate attempt to uncramp them after their previously tangled position. Uncomfortable at best. At the belay I was happy to remind myself that the next seven pitches were no harder than V+. My hands and I were wrecked, but, I was closing in on my goal.

We reached the top of the route without many incidents besides climbing off route a few times due to our topo featuring little more than straight lines drawn in MS Paint, and besides me freezing the whole time. I had cleverly thrown my jacket and fleece off of the wall from the fourth pitch to save weight, which had paid out in all the hard sections, but was now taking its toll higher up in the shade. Though somewhat slow we made it and, having climbed the whole route clean as I had hoped, I was quite pleased with myself. I may be an average climber, but it felt (and still feels) good to have climbed such a hard classic.

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One of the last pitches

What should have been an easy descent quickly turned into a difficult one, as we took a wrong turn and ended up on a north facing slope, covered in snow and were forced to traverse a mountain to get back to the right place. I’ve tried to forget how much time this all cost us, but, by the time we had collected the clothes I’d ejected from the wall and returned to the car, it was dark once again. Perhaps climbing long routes in mid October isn’t the wisest choice.

A Weekend in the Dolomites Part I: Messnerplatte, VII+, Heiligkreuzkofel

Although I’ve undertaken quite a few “adventures” since my last post, I’ve found it quite hard to write about any of them. After all, even a cheeky January ascent of “Mordor”, 300m WI5, or a nice 4 day Easter trip to Val di Mello, doesn’t really compare to (or write about as well as) a big north face or some 1000m classic rock route.

As every year, this summer arrived, obviously meaning that I was wanting to get out in the Alps as much as possible – and perhaps write about the odd trip. Much to my dismay my knee then spontaneously decided that it wasn’t going to enjoy the outdoors this summer. What would have been an amazing summer of classic alpine rock routes passed and all I’d done was pull on some plastic… Luckily for me, autumn can bring some glorious stable weather and with it another chance for me to get something done after all! In fact, the weather was so glorious this past weekend that I’ve even decided to write about how I got myself a minor sunburn (or something like that). And on top of that, it is also the first time climbing with Andi again, since our accident in the Marmolada south face, so its rather fitting to post something new!

 

After several weeks of not being on real rock at all, I decided to test out whether or not my knee would hold up to something a little more ‘serious’ by going sport climbing. Two days of getting spanked on steep limestone ensued, leaving me with sore fingertips and a ravenous appetite for big rock. Being the sensible person I am, I figured that the next best step in testing my knee was to have a mega weekend of classic alpine rock routes…

A weather window large enough to fill my computer screen arrived and my psyche was overflowing. Andi, who had broken his ankle while out with me over a year ago, was nearly fully recovered and had already asked if we wanted to climb something a few weeks ago. I got in touch with him and was glad to hear that he was free and equally motivated to get something done. Being a specialist and aficionado of climbing in the Dolomites, Andi sent me a long list of suggestions of climbs on – to me unknown – Italian peaks. Sass Maor, Cima Scotoni, Guglia di Brenta, Heiligkreuzkofel… a long session of googling commenced. To cut the story short, we decided to try a route on the Tofana di Rozes on Saturday and then attempt our main objective, the Messnerplatte on the Heiligkreuzkofel, on Sunday. Though a little less known, the latter is a piece of climbing history and repeating it would mean to follow in the footsteps of a legend! In 1968, the two Messner brothers established a route with a crux so hard that it was only repeated 20 years later. Most astonishing, however, is that Messner climbed the 4m VIII- slab in normal boots, no chalk and poor protection, which makes his ascent unfathomable. It also means that he was climbing grade VIII over a century before anyone else in the Alps! Even today, most climbers avoid the dangerous slab by adding a 10m loop to that pitch, which is exactly what we were planning.

Messnerplatte with Mayerlverschneidung

Friday night, Andi and I headed south, the car laden with the usual gear. An unexpected change of plan while in the car (namely the Comici on the north face of Cima Grande) meant that we headed for the Messnerplatte first. Saturday morning, a 5am alarm commenced the miserable morning madness, followed by a cold and dark approach. Two and a half hours of scrambling up steep loose limestone later we were at the base of the Mayerlverschneidung. Climbing the first pitches of this would lead us onto a rocky ledge that we could traverse to the start of the Messnerplatte. It was bloody freezing and the first pitch looked a lot like the approach, just much steeper, so I was happy to hand the lead to Andi. A true Dolomite warrior, Andi navigated his way through the choss, furiously cursing and only occasionally showering me with pebbles. Luckily for us, the next pitches provided some wonderful but surprisingly tough crack climbing. I was glad to have carried up quite a few large cams to back up pegs that offered nothing more but psychological support.

Having forgotten to take a topo for the Mayerlverschneidung and having thought that the rocky ledge was quite substantial, Andi proceeded to climb past said ledge. It was only at the next belay that he realised his error. A surprise to both of us, the rocky ledge that we would have to traverse for a few hundred meters was not wider than half a meter, with a upsettingly far drop below. Even though I’d like to consider myself quite sturdy when it comes to being afraid of heights, the traverse was “quite out there” in the grand scheme of things. I was reminded of the sheer drop I would experience if I fell, when a stone I accidentally kicked off the side casually avoided any of the overhanging wall and impacted the ground far below with a resounding crack!

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Our “wide” ledge

Carefully moving along, Andi and I made it to the base of the Messnerplatte somewhat later than we would have liked. It was the middle of October and although the weather was fantastic, the sun would set around 6:30, leaving us with a little under 6 hours to not only finish the next 7 pitches, but to also navigate the whole descent, before being fully immersed in darkness. Knowing that we only had one head-torch between the two of us to save weight, I caught myself constantly checking the watch on my harness. Having a bit of a history in this regard, the last thing I wanted was an epic… To add to my stress, Andi failed to make light work of the first, and rather easy, Messner pitch, by promptly going the wrong way to search for some quality choss.

The real fun began with the start of pitch 3, a 30 meter down-climbing traverse, graded a free grade of VII+. Having little interest in freeing the pitch, Andi aided his way along to a questionable belay. It was only when I started to second and climbed around a vague spur, that I realised my hopes to free the pitch were slightly overambitious. The “crux” was a 4 meter blank-looking, overhanging wall, which I would have to down-climb to a rusty peg at its base. Considering the potential fall, I too chose to aid my way to relative safety and met Andi at the belay. We had now crossed into the middle of the face and the atmosphere was overwhelming. Steep, yellow limestone in every direction and when looking out from our obtained vantage point, a view of most peaks in the northern Dolomites.

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After the down-climbing traverse

It was now my turn to climb the phoney man’s Messnerplatte. A couple of hard traversing moves on small holds and virtually inexistent feet, brought me to the famous ledge at the base of the true Messnerplatte. To say that I considered trying it would be an outright lie and a more accurate description is that I scurried away along the ledge as fast as I could. Trying its best to throw me off, the ledge quickly disappeared into the wall, leaving a gap just wide enough for me to slide along. Clawing my way forward with one half of my body fighting the pull of gravity the other half was experiencing, I made it to the end. A hard and – for a change – long reach upwards brought me to the belay, from where I now watched Andi complete the same slug-like struggle.

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Andi crossing to the top of the true Messnerplatte, along a ledge much wider than the one a few meters below

The last few pitches finally offered some nice, and now much easier climbing. I started up the last meters, just as the sun was creeping towards the horizon, dousing the whole wall in wonderful yellow light. I couldn’t have asked for a nicer end to my first successful route in the Dolomites! Topping out from the vertical world reminded me of Pembroke, as from one moment to the next my “floor” tilted by 90 degrees and I was stood on the Fanes plateau. Now surrounded by a flat, ever-darkening, rocky plain, the 500 meter wall below me seemed like a different world – not only due to its orange glow.

Although we did our best to rush the descent, we were soon enveloped in total darkness. The rather simple via-ferrata quickly turned into a bit of a hassle, especially since we were both not 100% confident with our previously injured legs. A mixture of thirst, hunger, fatigue and the beckoning lights of Alta Badia, drove us downward to the car and not long after a Pizzeria. It was soon clear that we would not be attempting the Comici the day after… something south facing, with a shorter approach and descent and less risk of benightment would have to do. Our Sunday plans returned to a route on the Tofana di Rozes.

 

 

Chamonix Part II: Contamine, VI, Petites Jorasses West Face

The bus exited the tunnel as I was just taking a picture of my wrecked hands. Robert and I were just coming back from a two day ascent of the Croz Spur on the Grandes Jorasses north face. We had just said how knackered we were, and had both truly meant it. It’s considering all of that, that I don’t know why I said the following words: “hey, if the weather is still good, should we do something chilled? I mean, we’ve driven all this way, it would be a shame not to. I know some cool stuff on the Midi south face, it would be easy to reach.”

I think most climbers have big goals, like routes or summits. We train for these, prepare for these and plan holidays specifically for these. When we finally try them, we put in 100% of our effort which drains us (even if we sometimes don’t admit it!). And I think most climbers are satisfied for at least a few days when they tick off one of these ‘dreams’. Rest is usually needed first: go home, readjust to the normal world, learn to appreciate the small things. Chairs, coffee, beds, running water, heaters. But I think we start to yearn for another adventure as soon as we are comfortable again. And getting comfortable doesn’t always take that long. Obviously this is a pretty harsh generalisation and there are more than a few exceptions. This is a story of one of such exceptions.

I’m not sure I was fully comfortable on the bus back to Chamonix. Besides the bus I hadn’t actually experienced any of the comforts of a normal life that I just mentioned. So why was another route on my minds? Perhaps it’s just the obsession coming out. The dangerous desire to always want more. More things, more cams, more comforts, more routes, and well… more ticks.

Throughout the evening my comment about the Midi south face escalated more and more. Robert and I finally settled on trying to do the Jorasses double by climbing the classic ‘Contamine’ on the Petites Jorasses west face. A suitable route to make up for the poor rock on the Croz. 900 meters of climbing similar to the Cassin on the Piz Badile. “Something chilled”. Yeah right. Most people who climb something like the Grandes Jorasses north face would probably pack their stuff and go home to enjoy the moment. Look at photos at home, go to the pub, maybe tell a few mates about it. Perhaps that is the right thing to do. It definitely means you savour the moment more than if you plan something else right away. You don’t end up overwriting any memories or experiences.

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This times goal, the Petites Jorasses west face.

The next day was essentially the same as the day before the Croz. Breakfast, packing, the Montenvers train, the long glacier approach. Luckily, our packs and our moods were much lighter. Having just climbed the Grandes Jorasses, the Petites Jorasses seemed like a walk in the park. Fixed belays, abseil descent, solid rock. Basically sport climbing in a valley! But was it good to think of such a classic rock route as an easy sport route? Did it not ruin its flair? Would the Cassin on the Piz Badile have been as good if we had done it straight after the Croz?

We were the only people at the hut that Friday, despite the continuing good conditions. Perhaps the potential risk of late night thunderstorms on Saturday were putting people off. Perhaps everyone had already achieved their big goal and had driven home. Perhaps those were sensible people. Neither we, nor the hut guardian could really understand why there was no one else at the hut, but we chose to enjoy the solitude (and the wonderful food!).

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Bedroom view.

A 03:00 alarm left us very confused. Weren’t we just going sport climbing? Easy non-committing valley climbing? Why the early start? An uneventful walk in got us to the base of the Petites Jorasses west face. It was still pitch black and we were unsure of where to start. We worked our way up through the mess of a Bergschrund to the bottom of a very large corner. Though we were almost certain this was the start, the darkness and lack of in-situ gear made us doubt ourselves. We chose to wait half an hour until we could see properly and were sure we were in the right place. It was starting to feel less and less like valley sport climbing.

We block lead in order to save time. Starting on the sharp end, I climbed 5 pitches up the large corner. That was some of the best climbing I’ve done all summer! Jamming, bridging, flakes, jugs! All of the niceties of solid beautiful granite. The last pitch even featured a heavily exposed roof on mega jugs. Perhaps it wasn’t valley sport climbing, but it was definitely much better! And the horrible rock on the Croz was slowly being forgiven.

Roberts block wasn’t quite as good and even featured the one loose pitch on the whole route. But 40 meters in 900 is really not that bad of a statistic. We were now about halfway up the route, some 400 meters, and it was the start of my block. The exposure was pretty immense, so cutting loose on a gargantuan jug after a roof was probably the most fun you can have with clothes on! On pitch 12 we switched onto the slightly harder, but far more direct and fully bolted “Anouk”. The sun was now warming the rock and our bodies. Though ridiculously spaced, the bolts felt safe and the whole route was very non-committing. And the climbing! Oh the climbing! Orange granite slabs, flakes and roofs as far as the eye could see. 20 pitches later we were surprised to have reached the summit. It had taken us under 7 hours, but speed was really not our concern of the day. The good climbing was!

Sitting at the top, soaking in the views and rays of sun I couldn’t help but feel slightly underwhelmed. Of course the whole route was superb, and I’d claim it was better than the Cassin on the Piz Badile, but the whole experience was “small”. I had climbed the two most classic faces in this glacier basin within 3 days and was now comparing the Grandes Jorasses north face with the Petites Jorasses west face. Normally, the Petites Jorasses is a mega tick, but in comparison it just felt a bit like valley sport climbing. Does that mean it wasn’t good? Well, of course not! But does it mean it could maybe have been better? Possibly. I won’t know. I can hardly come back on another trip and climb it for the first time. That ship has sailed.

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Summit joy! With the past just looming behind…

Abbing turned into a right pain, since we had our rope get stuck four times in a row, involving re-climbing those pitches. It took us 4 hours to abseil and we luckily made it back to the hut just in time for dinner at 19:00. The hut was full again, which was quite a disappointment. Knowing that we had nothing else to do but walk to Montenvers the next day and drive back to Munich, we relaxed and recounted our experiences of the last weeks. Three gigantic routes in 2 weeks and two classic north faces in the space of a week. It had been truly mega.

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The storm that did actually roll in at night.

Chamonix Part I: Eperon Croz, ED1, Grandes Jorasses North Face

ONE – Arrival

Robert and I arrived in Chamonix on Saturday, the last rainy day before a week-long good weather window. According to everywhere, Monday to (at least) Friday were meant to be blue-bird sky, windstill, warm and storm-less days. Unsurprisingly, we were both incredibly psyched to do some major ‘ticking’. However, the mood wasn’t to great when we arrived…

Independently, Robert and I had thought up a list of routes we would like to do. Comparing them in the car was equally hilarious and freakish, since they were nearly the same. They went something along the lines of:

Tournier Spur, Droites
Innominata Ridge, Mont Blanc
Cordier Pillar, Grand Charmoz
Swiss Route, Grand Capucin
Küffner Ridge, Maudit
Arete de Diable, Tacul
etc…

Being on the top of the list for both of us, and having heard there were good conditions, we decided to aim our efforts at the Tournier Spur on the Droites north face. In the car, I called the Argentiere hut to ask about conditions. The call shattered our hopes. Despite having to speak french, I managed to understand that the hut guardian strongly discouraged any attempt. To our surprise, a team had completed the route a few days back and reported terrible conditions on the upper mixed section. A call with the OHM in Chamonix didn’t help the situation. They knew of no ascents in the north faces of the Argentiere basin throughout this summer.

Of course there were the other routes on the list. The Innominata ridge had been on my mind for quite some time. Conditions were reportedly perfect, but there were two problems: Firstly, being in a popular area, the Eccles bivouac and the ridge would be completely overfilled. Secondly, we would have to top out on Mont Blanc which would be a struggle in our un-acclimatised state. Of course these are rather superficial issues which we could have dealt with, but we had mentally prepared for a north face struggle and were now looking for an appropriate alternative. Consequently, the other routes were dismissed with similarly poor excuses…

It was while flipping through the guidebook that we came across another mutual wishlist route: The Croz Spur on the Grandes Jorasses north face.

Robert had already climbed the Walker Spur and had since been keen to give the neighbouring Croz Spur a go as well. The route was thus genuinely on his list. For me, the situation was a little different.

I have wanted to climb the Grandes Jorasses north face for a while – usually dreaming about climbing the Colton-Macintyre. The wall is huge, notorious and somehow seriously tempting. Its a combination of its legendary status (one of the big three north faces in the alps, etc, etc), the epic adventures had therein and the reportedly fantastic lines that make it every alpinists dream. But for most – and myself included – it is nothing but a dream. Having read so much about the face, I was sure I wasn’t going to attempt anything like that for a few years. The wall is just too big, too difficult and I am too inexperienced. Even the ‘relatively easy’ Walker Spur seemed far away. The Croz Spur was thus not really on my list, but the wall was definitely on my mind. But being in Chamonix with Robert the cards had changed a little. I was as fit as I’ve ever been and none of the recent routes had felt particularly at my limit. Physically, I thought I could give the Grandes Jorasses a good shot. Secondly, being there with Robert was probably as good as my chances would ever get. We had seen on the Cassin that we climbed well as a team and, being seriously experienced, he was a great partner for such an undertaking. It was a combination of those reasons and my desire to climb the Grandes Jorasses that made the Croz Spur appear on my list as well.

I called the Leschaux hut, half hoping to hear conditions were bad, half hoping to hear the opposite. The phone call was quick, and our north face dreams were instantly reignited. The guardian had essentially said that she thought the route was in decent condition and climbable. Robert and I didn’t need to hear more.

After starting our Chamonix ‘holiday’ by climbing “Poème à Lou” on the Brevent on Sunday morning, we headed back to the campsite to finalise our decision. We would walk in to the Leschaux hut on Monday and check out the conditions. If the Croz Spur looked good, we would try it. If not, we would go for the escape option and climb the Petites Jorasses west face – a stunning 900m granite rock route. In the Croz Spur case, we would try the route starting from the hut on Tuesday morning, plan on having to bivouac and then descend to Italy on Wednesday if we were successful. Robert and I were happy with the simple, but significant plan. The rest of the evening was spent carb-loading with pasta and looking for trip reports and topos of the Croz Spur. I found quite a lot, though none of the ascents had happened in summer…

Two days before hopefully starting, I went to bed anxious, but very happy that I would be able to try a large north face after all.

TWO – The Route

A little aside about the route.

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The Grandes Jorasses north face as seen from the hut on Monday.

The Croz Spur is the central spur on the Grandes Jorasses north face. In 1935, it was the first route to be climbed on the whole wall. The two Germans Martin Meiers and Rudolf Peters succeeded after having tried and failed the year before. Once again, the initial failure was accompanied by the death of another climber in their team. Though arguably the more important climb, the Croz Spur soon became neglected when Riccardo Cassin opened the Cassin on the Walker Spur. For most people, the Walker Spur is the first route to climb on the face. The Croz spur sees far less ascents.

The Grandes Jorasses North Face guidebook describes the route as:

“Historic route, a long, varied and interesting mountaineering route.”

Quite the understatement in my opinion.

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Topo from the Grandes Jorasses North Face guidebook. The Croz Spur is route number 29 and actually climbs the right hand side of the spur, passing through the two snowfields.

Today, the route gets the following grades, although they’re obviously highly conditions dependent: 1100m, ED1, WI4, M6+, 5c. The Croz Spur is supposed to feature much easier rock climbing than on the Walker Spur, however, it is also supposed to be far more difficult in terms of the ice and mixed climbing. Nonetheless, the Croz Spur is one of the easiest lines on the Grandes Jorasses north face.

When you google the route, most accounts describe the Croz Spur with the Slovenian start. That is the most common way to climb the spur today and is apparently a great ice route, if only climbable in winter.

The summer descriptions I found are limited. There is merely a bit of talk of loose rock and that the final headwall has stumped quite a few teams (involving some helicopter rescues). So back to my account…

THREE – Day 1

Monday morning was the time for scrutinous packing. Besides the route, weight was our main enemy. Each bit of kit was assessed in terms of its weight and use. We rebuilt quickdraws, ripped pages from books, adjusted axes, emptied first aid kits, exchanged slings and much more, to save every last gram. In the end, our climbing rack was large – it had to deal with ice and rock – but light. Our bivouac gear was minimal – a two man bivy bag and a stove – and cold. Our food was too little – maybe a grand total of 1500kcal each – but light. And our clothes were hopefully just right – would two down jackets suffice as a sleeping bag? We packed it all up and in the end probably had around 16-18kg backpacks. Heavy. Too heavy. Another round of unpacking, scrutinising and re-packing followed, but we couldn’t eliminate anything. The weight stayed constant and our hearts sank a little.

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Almost all of the gear we took.

As the time drew closer to leaving the campsite I became ever more anxious. Quitting now would be so easy.

I got changed and put on my big boots in the sweltering heat. My feet were sweating instantly.

What the f*** was I doing?!

I got in the car and started up the engine. Rolling out of the campsite a wave of relief swept over me. The trip had basically started and the temptation to quit was fading as quickly as Argentiere was disappearing in the rear view mirror.

We bought a one way ticket up to the Montenvers train station and boarded a train at 12:30. It was packed and noisy, but I wasn’t really aware of anything. All of my focus was on what lay ahead. It would possibly be the best, but possibly the worst decision I would make.

We left the top train station and the obnoxious people behind as fast as possible. Luckily, the thought of being alone on a glacier was more comfortable than being herded around like cattle at Montenvers – quitting was no longer on my mind. The hut approach was long and tiring and the heavy backpacks dug into our shoulders. Adding to the anxiety, the face we wanted to climb seemed to grow with every step. Almost unexpectedly, all those routes I had read and dreamt about were towering above me, ready to swallow me whole. Before climbing up to the hut, Robert and I studied the wall. It actually looked good! The rock sections seemed to be dry and all of the mixed sections seemed to be white. In fact, we were surprised by just how good it looked!

The final ladders up to the Leschaux hut were unforgivingly long, but we made it at some point. Arriving on the terrace delivered a sight I will never forget. The hut guardian was sat looking at the Grandes Jorasses through her telescope, on the phone, explaining directions in broken English. Two Koreans had gotten lost without a topo on the Walker Spur and had called the hut to ask where to go.

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The Grandes Jorasses north face from the hut.

It was the first time that I started to think that I may actually be ready for such an adventure. I mean, if people like that are trying the Walker Spur, then surely I could do something easier!?

At the hut we studied the guidebook and the face through the telescope. The bergschrund seemed large, but – after some consultation with the guardian – seemed passable on the left of a large rock. The next snowfields seemed easy and covered in névé. The gully behind the two towers was probably dry, but easy to find in the dark. The rock on the spur looked very dry and easily climbable. The snowfields sadly looked very blank, and we would have to pitch across them. Finally, the upper section looked dry, but cold, so the original exit would be the best. Generally, Robert and I agreed that the wall was in good condition. The Petites Jorasses were dismissed.

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Description of the Croz Spur.

Before dinner, one of the guys at the hut came over to us to tell us about his own Croz Spur adventure. He had tried the route a long time ago, but had to get rescued by helicopter just 20 meters below the summit. During their ascent the rock in that section was simply too loose and dangerous to climb. He said it had been too dry and warm then, but it seemed like it would be much better now. “Bonne chance!”

At dinner, we saw who would be joining us in the morning. There was a team of four French, and two Irish, all of who would attempt the Walker Spur. We would be alone on our ascent, but at least we were not the only ones thinking the wall was in good condition. Bags packed and ready for the 1am wake up, we all went to bed.

FOUR – Day 2

I was surprised that I woke up at 1am, since I had thought that I wouldn’t fall asleep. There was an awkward tension at breakfast: the four french joked around, the rest of us were silent. It was clear that everyone was apprehensive about the unknown that lay ahead. I managed to shut out my worries by focusing on the things I had to do: eat, drink, get dressed. Simple. We were out the door by 1:30 and on the glacier not long after that. It was a fantastic night. The moon was so bright it cast a shadow, allowing us to approach the wall without headtorches. Even the gigantic crevasses were light enough to be seen – and subsequently dodged.

To our great relief the Bergschrung was easy to pass. We had now started the route and I was starting my biggest adventure yet. It was just past 3am. We had made good time.

After an easy plod up the snowfield we stopped to rack up on a rock outcrop. The ramp above looked easy and our spirits were high, since everything had run smoothly so far. I was secretly still hoping to top out that evening! The ramp wasn’t hard, but in the dark it was difficult to make out where the gully began. The moonlight and our headtorches saved us and showed us where to stop traversing. The gully looked easy, but loose, so we tied into one rope just in case. I set off up easy terrain but was soon stumped by a hard looking groove. Not wanting to fall while simul-climbing, we belayed the section properly. I teetered up the hard section until I bumped into an ancient belay. Just when Robert was about to start seconding, a volley of rocks reminded us of our precarious position in this loose rubble. Above the groove the terrain was easier, so we simul-climbed to the notch behind the first tower. We had slowed down significantly and the sun had just risen.

Having decided that I would lead all pitches up to the ridge, I set off again. Above the belay lay an overhanging crack which blocked the access to the upper gully. With poor gear, it took a while to commit to and even then put up a good fight (maybe UIAA 5+?). It was not going to be the last time I was thankful to be wearing monopoints. The difficulties eased a bit, but didn’t stop. Another 40 meters of partly loose and hard climbing lay ahead. I got to the belay a long time later, feeling worryingly worn out. If the whole route was like this we could be here for days! The next two pitches to the notch were a hell of loose stones. With every move I was worried that I, along with several tonnes of rock, would come shooting down towards Robert at the belay.

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The first chossy gully.

We reached the notch many hours after crossing the Bergschrund and were delighted to see solid granite above. The gully had already worn out our body and nerves, but we still had about 700 meters of climbing to do. We changed from boots to rock shoes and soon enough it was my lead again. The 5+ slabs were, in hindsight, probably the nicest pitch of climbing on the whole route. I still wouldn’t give it a single star… One more pitch (with a notable 30 meter run-out) by Robert brought us to the left edge of the middle snowfield. Standing on good ledges we changed footwear a second time.

As we had expected the ‘snowfield’ was made of black ice, so my progress was slow. Rocks were protruding from the ice, creating another obstacle. I climbed towards a slight mixed groove blocking the way to the easier top section of the snowfield. Halfway up the groove I was gripped: My crampons were smearing on granite slabs, only one axe was in a cruddy piece of ice and my last gear was a poor nut and an ancient peg a good five meters below me. Surely this was the wrong way!? I painstakingly reversed the moves and tried to climb further right. From my new vantage point I realised my mistake. It would take at least two pitches of poor ice and mixed climbing to follow the correct route and reach the same height as I was now. Though probably harder, I chose to retry my earlier ‘shortcut’ route. In the end I battled up the groove (maybe M5/6?), placing a poor peg along the way à la Scottish-winter-style and then building an unorthodox single-yellow-screw-and-double-ice-axe belay. Robert then finished off the rest of the middle snowfield. Arriving at the single bolt! belay it was my lead once again.

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Robert climbing the easy section of the middle snowfield.

The pitch looked to be a rock pitch, dodging a lot of shit-looking ice. The issue was that I was still wearing crampons and there was no ledge to change shoes. We resorted to building a hanging belay from which I could change my shoes before my lead. Taking off crampons, shoes and socks while hanging in a harness, without dropping anything down the now 400 meter face was no simple task!

Once this ‘crux’ was completed I started climbing. The route description mentioned an ice gully or (in dry conditions) 4c rock climbing to its right. Due to wet, but poor ice conditions, the gully and right wall were not an option. I was being forced to climb the left side of the ice, which felt more like 5b. Though the climbing was complicated, the bigger issue was the gear. And mostly the fact that I managed to run out of it. The pitch was about 50 meters, and I was left with nearly nothing with ten meters to go. Those ten meters of icy, insecure gully climbing were rather draining! Looking at the clock after that lead I was beginning to think we would not manage to make it up and over that day. I was not looking forward to a bivy.

One of the actually named cruxes now lay ahead of us. It was the last rock pitch blocking our access to the upper snowfield. Robert took the lead and instantly got lost. We moved the belay to assess the situation together. As it turned out, the way he initially tried was correct. But it looked awful. Wet streams were running down the cracks and all of the easy looking terrain was covered in quickly-melting snow and ice. Having climbed all of the hard pitches below, I was happy to be standing at a more or less comfortable belay, watching the struggle. Robert fought upwards, across wet 5c rock, but then encountered the same gear issue I had. Down-climbing a little from his high-point, he set up an uncomfortable belay in the middle of the crux. From here, restocked with gear and rope I brought up, he made battle with the rest of the pitch. Like my pitches before, the wet and hard climbing took its time and physical toll. Even seconding was a lot more than a walk in the park.

We reached the bottom of the upper snowfield at 17:00. Yesterday, we had said that we would try to reach the summit if we got to the base of the upper snowfield at 17:00. Being there now, reaching the summit before nightfall seemed impossible. In addition to our sluggish progress hindering us from topping out, the sun on the upper slopes was now sending a lot of ice- and rockfall our way. From our current belay the whole snow slope and exit gullies seemed like a shooting range. We could forget crossing that until a good re-freeze.

Our attention now turned to finding a suitable bivouac spot. It was my turn to lead, so it was my turn to scout. I climbed the remaining five meters of semi-dry rock in rockshoes, then found a 10cm wide ledge to change back into my big boots and crampons. I had hoped changing shoes in a hanging belay was the worst I would experience that day, but now definitely was worse: My ‘safety’ was that I was clipped into 2 axes hammered into cruddy ice and I was balancing on one foot on a scrittley ledge. Each awkward mis-balance or near-fall sent a shock through my whole body. It took a good half hour to complete a task that – with a chair and nice solid ground – would take about five minutes… Once again, speed was not our forte.

From the belay Robert and I had spotted 3 different possible places. Traversing back and forth across the black ice, I eliminated one after the other. They were all either too steep or inexistant. The last remaining option was what looked like a ledge on top of a small boulder. I climbed up to find the “ledge” was not a ledge, but a solid block of ice. If we could only chop it away, we might find a ledge? By now we were not left with a lot of choice. It would have to do. The rocks around made good anchors and I thought we could get a good screw in above our heads when the sun finally set. Ledge or not, this was where we were going to bivy.

FIVE – The Bivouac

Together, we hacked at the ice slope. An hour of tedious labour and our work was finished. One downward sloping ice bucket seat and one pointy rock seat, icy back-rest included. All that was missing was an unfriendly air stewardess and it could have been Ryan Air. By now we had also established a pretty good anchor, tied together like a huge web. Unless the whole face fell down (which really did not seem that unlikely), we would be safe even if we slipped off the precarious ‘seats’. The next challenge awaiting us was getting changed. We had climbed all day in very thin base layers, but that would be too cold for the night. But how on earth do you put on thick long-johns when you’re wearing a harness and crampons. A few minutes later I had to stop to enjoy the hilarity of my situation. I was wobbling around, pants and harness around my knees, one foot in a boot, the other waving about for balance. If anyone had looked at us through the telescope at the refuge now, they would probably have called a helicopter…

Changed, we both settled down for a cold night. I was sat on my rucksack in the ice bucket, Robert, on his rucksack on the pointy rock. We were wearing all of the few clothes we had with us and our harnesses were tied to the anchor. The walls around us were now a drying rack for our soaked ropes and all of the gear, axes and crampons. The cooker we had carried with us was now furiously melting at the snow and within a few minutes we had replenished our water supplies. Thank god for my reactor stove…

From all the exhaustion, I wasn’t very fussed about eating anything, but knew that I had to force something down. We cooked up the one freeze-dried meal we had carried and slowly shared it between the two of us. Having finished ‘dinner’ all we could do was wait for sunrise. It was about 20:30. So far the bivy had been warm, but the sun was about to set and change everything. We unpacked the two man bivy bag and stooped it over our legs. It was awkward to sit in while maintaining purchase on the ‘seat’, so we had to readjust the bag every few minutes.

The sunset was glorious from our high vantage point. We could see from Mont Blanc du Tacul all the way to the Matterhorn. The lights of Geneva were shining far in the north and I couldn’t help but think how comfortable all those people must be. Oh well, I guess this was only my own fault. Dusk changed to night, but our situation didn’t alter much. We were both uncomfortably shuffling around, readjusting the bivy bag, trying not to slip off the ledge. Due to the icy back-rest, leaning back was too cold, so we had to do with sitting upright. Additionally, I had a small Nalgene bottle poking right into my arsecheek, cutting off the bloodsupply to my left leg. I thought about moving it, but the effort involved outweighed the benefit. Shuffle about was all I could do.

By now it was clear that we wouldn’t sleep. Every now and then Robert and I exchanged a few sentences. We would maybe doze off for a few minutes at a time, but a need to readjust would wake us. The hours dragged on slowly and I didn’t dare look at my watch. We knew it was half past one when headtorches left the Leschaux hut. The next wave of Walker ascentionists. Robert dug out a Snickers from between his coats. Midnight snack deluxe. The sugar supplied us with warmth for a some minutes. A few hours later headtorches appeared below the Aiguille du Midi: Mont Blanc ascentionists. It was now well past 02:00 and it was bitter cold. We shared a powerbar which did the same trick as the Snickers, but was a bit more effective. Some time later headtorches appeared outside the Leschaux hut once more: Petites Jorasses ascentionists. I was uncomfortable, tired and freezing.

I could go one about the next hours of the bivy, but it was really just the same. Our 5am alarm seemed endlessly far away.

SIX- Day 3

05:00 and we were keen to get up. We were cold and stiff and hadn’t slept more than an hour in total. Breakfast was some powerbars. Cooking would’ve been to complex. It took a while to get climbing-ready and dismantle the bivy, so I only started leading the upper ice field by 07:00. Unlike the middle one, this ice field was luckily just a calf-burner. From the top a long gully branched off left. In good conditions the gully was meant to be 70° and M4. Once again, we didn’t find good conditions: Roberts lead was slow, run-out and difficult. The gully above the belay continued for quite some length, but also looked a lot easier than below. I led off and told Robert to second once the rope ran out. Although the gully was easier, I felt like I was climbing on egg shells. Every piece of rock was loose, gear was nearly inexistant and the climbing was not a piece of cake. Not only did I have to watch that I did not kick off any stones – potentially hitting Robert – but I had to make sure the rope didn’t pull off anything either. It was only my second lead of the day, but those 80 meters of simul-climbing really drained me. Perhaps being at 4000m was also starting to show.

We had reached the upper col and now had the best part of 5 pitches left to the summit. We could see the people doing the Jorasses-Rochefort traverse as silhouettes on the skyline. I knew the last pitches were the crux, and was worried about the last 20 meters that the french had described at the hut. Would we really end up not finishing the route after all this? I could only hope.

Feeling the altitude more than myself, Robert slowly led the easy and solid ground to the next belay. Above this lay a ramp of choss. Only perhaps grade 2/3, but nothing seemed to be attached to the mountain. From here, we had the choice of exit routes. Earlier, I had seen that the right ice chimney was partly formed. There was an in-situ belay at its base and I would not have to cross much of the choss ramp to get to it. I crept across and had a thank-god moment when I grabbed a hold of the belay. Unfortunately, the ice chimney seemed much too thin. It was unclimbable. Shit.

I lowered off the belay, pulled the ropes, re-tied, and reversed to Roberts position. The other two exit routes went straight across the ramp. I had no choice. Shit. Taking my time I climbed a whole 50 meter pitch with one poor cam. Compared to the ramp, the old sling belay I found seemed like a tank. To let him rest a little and take the altitude strain off of him, I told Robert I’d be block leading. Part of me also wanted to conquer this loose section. Our topo distinctly described the next pitch as “loose”, but it turned out to be good quality rock compared to the ramp. I guess the ramp is normally covered in névé. I had now reached the point where the two left exits split. The mixed ramp to the far left seemed thin, void of gear and difficult. It was probably climbable, but perhaps the original exit through the rock was a better option. Directly above the belay, an old peg led the way. The terrain was steep, lichen-y and loose, so, after trying, I came to the conclusion that was the wrong way.

Back at the belay I reconsidered our route. The mixed ramp still seemed like the last option. We were stood on the left hand side of a tower and I was sure the next belay was on the tower. I knew there was a gully to the right of the tower, so maybe if I could reach that…  A small ledge led to the right side of the tower. The left hand side of the gully was climbable in rock shoes (we had changed once again) so I made steady progress. I found a new looking peg which encouraged me in my decision. In the end, the next belay was indeed on top of the tower, though the route I took to get there may or may not have been the correct one. We were now a mere 60 meters below Point Croz.

Robert was feeling better, and I was feeling worse, so it was his lead. The swap came at a perfect point. Above lay the 6a crux pitch, I was feeling worse for wear and Robert was a stronger rock climber. After a fair amount of faff he headed upwards. The pitch was loose, but Robert cruised steadily upwards. Nearing the 50 meter mark we ran into trouble. Robert had once again run out of gear, there was no suitable belay in sight and the rope was not long enough to make it to the summit. Searching for something to belay off of, Robert climbed around for some time. A while later he had built something on what ever gear he had left. His remark to climb carefully when I started seconding wasn’t much of an encouragement. After an initial near-miss when a foothold broke, the pitch was steady. Arriving at the belay I could only confirm what I had been dreading. The belay was fairly shit. The summit seemed within reach, but – more worryingly – so did the ground 1000 meters below. The route had wound its way back to the left side of the spur and we were now more or less directly above the Bergschrund. It was the first time that there was a serious amount of exposure!

Although earlier I had assumed that I was done leading for today, it was now my turn to take us to the summit. Swapping the lead back to Robert at this belay was impossible. A steep groove led to the top and, like the rest of the route, it was chossy. I spotted some key holds, but was sure they would snap if I weighted them. I was convinced this was where the French had to be rescued. After some faff, I decided I would only be able to finish the groove backpackless, so hung my burdening pack on the only good bit of gear around. Now nearly weightless, I committed to the sequence of detached looking holds. They held. Had it been a few degrees warmer, I am sure the rock would’ve snapped. A few more moves and I reached a col just five meters to the side of the summit. I was on top of the Grandes Jorasses after having climbed the Croz spur. I could not believe it. It had seemed impossible, even just five meters below the summit.

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The north face to our left, and the notch into which we topped out.

I was exhausted. It was 14:30 on Wednesday. We had been on the go non-stop since 1:30 on Tuesday (I’m not counting the bivy as rest) making it a 37 hour effort of which 35.5 hours were spent in the vertical world. My hands were a battered, bloody mess and I could barely hold things. My feet were sore and swollen and my back ached from the terrible bivy and heavy backpack.

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Summit of Point Croz, 4110m.

We scaled up to the summit and solemly savoured the moment. My 20th 4000m peak in the alps. Irrelevant. The weather was perfect and our view reached all around the alps. Mont Blanc, the Peuterey Integral, Grand Capucin, The Dru, The Droites. Sadly the right and higher section of the Grandes Jorasses blocked our view towards the east. We were now back in the sun, which began to boil us under all of our warm clothes. The need to change and relax a bit was dire, luckily the south side of the Grandes Jorasses is much more favourable. Finally, we could take off our harness without fearing death. I can’t say I was particularly stressed in the wall, but the other side was definitely much more relaxed.

The descent dragged on, but wasn’t too complicated compared to the ascent. A series of abseils took us down to the glacier, which we crossed towards a rock ridge. Now being on the normal route, route finding and climbing was easier. We down-climbed and abseiled that towards the lower glacier. This then brought us to the rock just above the hut. A few more minutes of walking and we reached the Boccalatte hut. At 18:30 we stumbled onto the terrace of the tin shed.

I was wrecked. Generally all of my body was aching. I thought I was fit, but now felt very much the opposite. The huts guardian – a guide himself – came out and congratulated us. He cooked us food and told us to feel right at home, since “this is a hut and not a hotel.” What a welcome! Robert and I ordered two beers, but opening the can turned into the crux of the day. Our tips were so thin that we had to resort to using a knife. Says something about our state.

The food went down slowly, but was very much welcomed by our starved bodies. We then fell into bed and were out cold within a minute.

SEVEN – Day 4

A resupply helicopter at 07:00 woke us, so we dragged ourselves to breakfast. The hut had filled up overnight, with several teams coming down from Walker Spur in one day ascents. The mood at breakfast was such a contrast to that at the Leschaux hut. Only while speaking to all of the other climbers did our achievement sink in. The Croz Spur really is quite something!

We had climbed an incredible route in poor conditions. We had covered hard, insecure and loose ground. We had pitched almost all of the spur and had suffered through an uncomfortable bivy. And most of all we had made it. Later Robert said he thought it much more difficult than the Walker Spur and possibly the most difficult route he has done. I can imagine that the Croz Spur is quite a good route in winter – all of the choss would be frozen in place and all of the gullies would be ‘runnable’ – but sadly, we climbed it in summer. Now I can’t recommend it at all.

After breakfast, we descended towards Italy, already planning the next big trips. The Peuterey Integral was looming across from the valley, but there are of course many other routes across the alps. We took a bus to Courmayeur and then another to Chamonix. Coming out of the tunnel in Chamonix I spoke the ridiculous words that were on both our minds: “Hey, if the weather is good, do you fancy doing something chilled tomorrow?” Who needs rest days…

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Descending to Italy with the Peuterey Integral in the background.

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Back in town.